Watching you, watching me You don't know how you've betrayed me Can't find myself lost in your lies I need to trust myself again Uh uh uh got to get away Uh uh uh there's nothing you can pray For so long I've been in love I want to heal, I want to feel Coz nothing is real, suicide For so long I've been in love I want to heal, I want to feel The pain is real, you won't leave me alone Over the future over the past Wasting my time, right now I am a box I am a screen I'm every nightmare every dream I am the window over your land So turn me on and take my hand