[00:13.74]As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it. [00:18.36]She craves confusion, I aid her delusion. [00:23.25]The sailor boy, her sailor boy. [00:28.02]A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin. [00:33.18]Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within. [00:37.92]Oh -oh. [00:42.24]It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say. [00:46.89]How insecurity works out this way. [00:51.84]The bigger my sins, more she wants me. [00:56.31]The bigger my lies, more she gives to me. [01:05.82]I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles. [01:10.50]There's annihilation here, the love I defile. [01:15.27]I lose my need for her, lose my feelings. [01:20.55]Lose myself in this puddle of drugs. [02:26.61]In our ship, she patches the holes. [02:31.05]I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control. [02:36.03]Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below. [02:40.86]Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold. [02:45.45]Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck. [03:06.90]Now I cannot abandon this wreck.