作曲 : Tha Sandman Nkpg
作词 : Tha Sandman Nkpg
Inner Thoughts

Intro:Inner Thoughts/Sometimes Ya Better Take A Look At Your Life/Better Think About Where Ya Are Today/It’s Not Easy All The Time Though/Ya Still Gotta Be Strong

Verse.1: Why Do I Feel Like I Live In Mist/With Slit Wrists/When My Soul Is Bleedin Constantly/Is Life Supposed To Be Like This/I’m A Manic Depressive/Why Is Life So Hard/I’m Already Physically And Mentally Scarred/But I’m Hearin Voices In My Head Now Sayin/I’m An Abomination/And That I’m Not One Of Gods Fine Creations/Now It Feels Like There’s No More Ways To Choose/It Feels Like I’ve Got Nuthin Left To Lose/I Found Superficial Comfort/In Alcohol And Drugs/And That May Be The Reason Why I Have This Mindbugs/For Every Step I Take/For Every Breath I Take/Makes Me Believe That I Will Never See Them Pearly Gates/But Hmm/Wait A Minute Now/Just Mentally Ill Ya Say/You’re Automatically An Outcast In This Game We Play/Well No Way/Ya Say Ya Wanna Share My Pain/So Why The **** Do Ya’ll Treat Me/Like I’m Mentally Insane

Hook:It’s Not Easy To Survive/When Inner Thoughts Are Eatin You Alive/On The Surface Ya Smile/But Ya Hurtin On The Inside/Ayeah I Know How It Feels/And I Know Alot Of Ya’ll Feels The Same

Verse.2:When I Look Myself In The Mirror/Then My Mind Plays Tricks On Me/Cuz All I See Is A ****in Demon/Who Just Starin Back At Me/Am I Just Sick In The Head/Is It Just An Illusion/Or Do I Really Belong Gettin Help/In Some Instiution/My Feelings Got Me Screamin/For Some Aid From Another Being/That Could Explain To Me/Cuz Yo What Is Lifes Whole Meaning/When Ya Stand There/Filled With Wounds And Scars/Like 50 Said:Death’s Gotta Be Easy Now Cuz Life Is Hard/But Every Morning That I Wake Up/Same Dilemma/The Question Is Who Am I/I Stare At My Reflection In The Mirror/I Don’t Know Who I Am/Ask Me I Could’nt Say/I Just Try To Stay Alive/Livin Life Day By Day/My Whole Existence Is An Enigma Now/That’s Wrapped In A Riddle/Sometimes I Feel Trapped All Stuck In The Middle/Between Heaven And Hell/But The Question Remains/Now Who The **** Am I/Yo This Is Drivin Me Insane

Hook:It’s Not Easy To Survive/When Inner Thoughts Are Eatin You Alive/On The Surface Ya Smile/But Ya Hurtin On The Inside/Ayeah I Know How It Feels/And I Know Alot Of Ya’ll Feels The Same