[00:10.04]Catch me in the back with my head down
[00:12.31]I’m just gonna fade to the background
[00:14.85]I know that I’m awkward
[00:16.40]Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words
[00:19.86]I want to die in the front seat
[00:22.54]It feels like for the last few months we
[00:25.11]Just can’t get it right, no love for life
[00:27.70]Suicide on my mind every night
[00:29.99]Cause I don’t understand my place
[00:32.74]What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake?
[00:35.43]How many ************* pills does it take
[00:37.71]Before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks?
[00:41.05]I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks
[00:42.87]Cause I haven’t left my bed, and I never even sleep
[00:45.64]Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to ******* eat
[00:48.64]I just want to find some peace, oh god, please
[00:50.88]It’s raining in the morning
[00:53.48]It's raining in the evening
[00:56.57]It's raining when I go to bed
[01:01.00]40 days and 40 nights
[01:03.66]Nothing’s gonna be alright
[01:05.89]Until I finally rest my head
[01:09.32]Sometimes I wish I was dead
[01:12.91]Finger to the back of my throat now
[01:15.27]Again and again get it all out
[01:17.95]I know I’m impatient, ****** it all up again
[01:20.85]Because I stay so anxious
[01:22.58]I need something to die for
[01:24.54]I can’t put this life together like the tri-force
[01:28.23]I need a little wisdom, courage, and power
[01:30.44]So I’m puffing level up every hour
[01:32.75]Cause I don’t even know what’s real
[01:35.22]Either feel like **** or I just don’t feel
[01:38.24]How many bottles left on my bill
[01:40.70]Before I leave this scene and I chase these pills?
[01:43.32]For real what’s going on?
[01:45.61]You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong
[01:48.61]But I’ll be okay just as long
[01:50.86]As my spirit lives on through these songs but
[01:53.71]It’s raining in the morning
[01:56.74]It's raining in the evening
[01:59.04]It's raining when I go to bed
[02:03.30]40 days and 40 nights
[02:06.41]Nothing’s gonna be alright
[02:08.66]Till I finally rest my head
[02:12.19]Sometimes I wish I was dead
[02:17.00]Sometimes I wish I was dead
[02:22.60]We blow away like the leaves
[02:25.72]You thought you heard, misquoted
[02:33.04]”I think I know what it means”
[02:36.40]Guess I must’ve misspoken
[02:50.51]I rode the train today
[02:55.07]Forgot how much I hate tight spaces
[03:00.22]I hope it takes me far away
[03:05.61]I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races