[00:24.26]My head's against the wall again, and I don’t bother
[00:33.15]Checking on my phone at all
[00:37.42]Don’t wanna try love again,
[00:41.19]'Cause the scars run too deep
[00:43.69]And I can’t ever sleep as it is
[00:49.06]You have your new friends, and I’m happy for that
[00:54.84]Got your whole life ahead,
[00:58.03]Hope it’s good, I’ll be glad
[01:01.18]And lately I just stare and reflect on my past
[01:06.83]Wonder how my life got so far off the tracks
[01:13.06]Blade against my wrist again, and it’s been harder
[01:20.30]Trying to be sober at all
[01:25.58]The future makes me scared as ****,
[01:28.86]'Cause the past ****** me up
[01:31.59]And I think I’m just better alone
[01:37.61]Isolate myself again, and I don’t bother
[01:44.08]Trying to get better at all
[01:49.46]It’s just a lie I tell my friends,
[01:52.29]So they don’t have to fret
[01:55.77]'Til I'm laid down to rest at the end at the end
[02:01.33]My head's against the wall again, and I don’t bother
[02:08.24]Checking on my phone at all
[02:13.08]Don’t wanna try love again,
[02:16.85]'Cause the scars run too deep
[02:19.85]And I can’t ever sleep as it is