My life's a waste, my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not When talking to my shadow (uwu) How I wished that something mattered (uwu) So I do these drugs to cope Don't know why they call it **** 'Cause nothing's **** about me when I'm high Well I feel like a **** so I guess thats why Spinning cigarette buds Talking to your grandpa Wishing you were here Oh yeah, I understand it Command it, hope that I planned it The sea, that grows bigger Than we had imagined My life's a waste, my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not My life's a waste, my time is near And I want to say how I want you here Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy Of everything you said I'm not