[00:00.000] 作曲 : 申凯文
[00:01.000] 作词 : 申凯文
[00:15.19]编曲: Kevin Shin, Moodin’
[00:21.99]yea come on
[00:24.68]I don’t wanna ever lose this
[00:25.86]我从来不想放弃
[00:27.60]I don’t wanna ever lose this
[00:28.85]我从来不想放弃
[00:30.97]but sometimes  I gaze upon the skies
[00:32.20]但每当我望向天空
[00:33.22]and all it does is make me ponder why God’s got me like this
[00:34.55]总会不禁怀疑：为什么上帝要如此待我
[00:37.73]I don’t ever wanna lose this
[00:39.33]我从来不想放弃
[00:40.77]I don’t ever wanna lose this
[00:42.33]我从来不想放弃
[00:46.63]can you tell me why
[00:47.73]能不能告诉我为什么
[00:50.22]my soul ain’t feelin alive
[00:51.21]我感觉不到生命的灵魂
[00:53.06]but I gotta do what I gotta do to stay alive or do I give my life?
[00:54.28]我应该继续坚持还是选择放弃？
[00:56.48]  the philosophies become a slave to papers, tangency’s? naw
[00:57.46]忘掉人生的宗旨，我可以向金钱和物欲低头吗？不！
[01:01.80]  my ego and pride
[01:02.99]不忘初心，我的骄傲和自尊
[01:05.00]that’s what my ma told me to survive
[01:09.04]这是从小妈妈教我做人的道理
[01:12.77]all I want is to be real
[01:14.32]我只想做真实的自己
[01:15.72]all I want is people being real
[01:17.00]人们以诚相待
[01:18.53]all I want is understanding what the truth concedes
[01:20.39]才能看清隐藏的真相
[01:21.61]there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive
[01:22.84]我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言
[01:36.42]took a year long hiatus from the game to see the upcoming
[01:38.08]2017我转到了幕后  想看看谁是下一颗新星
[01:39.34]veered to the norm along the stream and my name’s the top ‘wanna work with’
[01:40.87]我跟随主流顺势而为 成为了炙手可热的制作人
[01:42.43]it was cool for a minute but realized I was no different
[01:44.71]短暂的激动后，我意识到了自己的愚昧
[01:46.15]from all these kats that actin’ a fool
[01:47.46]现在的我跟他们有何不同
[01:48.07]buyin’ the culture instead of reppin’ the significance
[01:48.98]流于表面，而忽略了音乐的本质
[01:50.92]had to ask myself when the   was the last you put the pen to the paper
[01:52.12]低头问问自己，上次拿起纸笔是什么时候，
[01:54.69]get your mind racing like coke on red
[01:55.75]拼命地写，让创作的思绪像脱缰野马
[01:56.85]spewing venom like I’m ***** on ex like I’m high on that potent j
[01:58.29]拼命地说唱，像中了音乐的毒
[02:00.67]so I had to comeback and write for the world and rep my ****
[02:01.90]所以我不得不回来，写自己的歌，唱给全世界听
[02:02.95]the only MC’s I see recently consist of Kendrick,
[02:04.16]在我的心中，近年来真正的说唱歌手只有Kendrick、
[02:06.04]Joey, Cole, Earl and the rest are OG’s
[02:07.13]Joey,、Cole,、Earl，剩下的还有OG们，
[02:08.43]and this comin’ from your boy that made all the mainstream bull **** from 2017
[02:10.21]而我也在过去的一年丧失了自我
[02:13.35]and I ain’t afraid to admit the **** I did for money
[02:14.95]我不怕承认我写这些歌是为了钱
[02:16.39]cause my ma told me you give an inch to receive a feet
[02:17.77]因为妈妈告诉我，有失才有得
[02:19.45]but when there’s no way to breathe in the space between
[02:21.03]但当我已退无可退，无法呼吸
[02:21.95]I choose hip hop over superficiality
[02:22.90]我会选择抛弃肤浅，重回说唱
[02:25.48]never cheat but been cheated on
[02:26.37]我从不骗人，却曾被人欺骗
[02:26.88]too nice, naw, just naive but let bygones be bygones
[02:28.00]是我太善良吗？不，只是我太天真
[02:29.08]believe in karma, do right and light will come
[02:30.85]我相信因果，只要一直做正确的事，光明总有一天会来
[02:32.61]sweat, blood and soul spilt never betrays the soul and mind, no need to rush the cause
[02:34.70]那些流过的汗水，付出的心血，永远不会背叛我的思想与灵魂，我毋需着急
[02:36.67]some around me told me to break free
[02:37.71]身边的人劝我不要过于执着
[02:38.58]but about a quarter part of me couldn’t picture a picture of me
[02:39.22]但有四分之一个我不愿改变
[02:40.03]being somebody other than what I molded myself to be
[02:42.15]因为这样的我不是我想要的我
[02:42.95]but then I flipped the pages of 2017
[02:44.48]当我回望2017
[02:45.78]and saw no other than a false silhouette of what happened to be me
[02:46.75]只看到一个虚伪的身影，而那恰好是我
[02:49.15]tho’ I became the most sought out
[02:50.04]尽管我成了最受追捧的
[02:50.76]producer, song writing kat on the block
[02:51.59]制作人、音乐人
[02:52.30]I got my eyes set only on the real guys
[02:53.44]但我的眼里只有那些真实的人们
[02:54.39]who doin’this from the soul
[02:55.83]他们用灵魂做着音乐
[02:56.91]ones with the passion and the go
[02:57.57]他们既有热情又有行动力
[02:58.03]who move the pen with the dome
[02:58.86]他们握着笔写着自己的旋律
[02:59.45]the flow not the dough
[03:00.15]忘却了金钱...
[03:12.82]all I want is to be real
[03:14.97]我只想做真实的自己
[03:15.63]all I want is people being real
[03:16.99]人们以诚相待
[03:18.57]all I want is understanding what the truth concedes
[03:20.23]才能看清隐藏的真相
[03:21.67]there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive
[03:23.85]我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言
[03:36.76]all I want is to be real
[03:39.18]我只想做真实的自己
[03:39.68]all I want is people being real
[03:41.19]人们以诚相待
[03:42.69]all I want is understanding what the truth concedes
[03:44.38]才能看清隐藏的真相
[03:45.58]there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive
[03:47.15]我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言
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[04:01.15]制作人:  Kevin Shin
[04:02.15]混音和母带处理：Aepmah