作曲 : 申凯文 作词 : 申凯文 编曲: Kevin Shin, Moodin’ yea come on I don’t wanna ever lose this 我从来不想放弃 I don’t wanna ever lose this 我从来不想放弃 but sometimes I gaze upon the skies 但每当我望向天空 and all it does is make me ponder why God’s got me like this 总会不禁怀疑：为什么上帝要如此待我 I don’t ever wanna lose this 我从来不想放弃 I don’t ever wanna lose this 我从来不想放弃 can you tell me why 能不能告诉我为什么 my soul ain’t feelin alive 我感觉不到生命的灵魂 but I gotta do what I gotta do to stay alive or do I give my life? 我应该继续坚持还是选择放弃？ the philosophies become a slave to papers, tangency’s? naw 忘掉人生的宗旨，我可以向金钱和物欲低头吗？不！ my ego and pride 不忘初心，我的骄傲和自尊 that’s what my ma told me to survive 这是从小妈妈教我做人的道理 all I want is to be real 我只想做真实的自己 all I want is people being real 人们以诚相待 all I want is understanding what the truth concedes 才能看清隐藏的真相 there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive 我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言 took a year long hiatus from the game to see the upcoming 2017我转到了幕后 想看看谁是下一颗新星 veered to the norm along the stream and my name’s the top ‘wanna work with’ 我跟随主流顺势而为 成为了炙手可热的制作人 it was cool for a minute but realized I was no different 短暂的激动后，我意识到了自己的愚昧 from all these kats that actin’ a fool 现在的我跟他们有何不同 buyin’ the culture instead of reppin’ the significance 流于表面，而忽略了音乐的本质 had to ask myself when the was the last you put the pen to the paper 低头问问自己，上次拿起纸笔是什么时候， get your mind racing like coke on red 拼命地写，让创作的思绪像脱缰野马 spewing venom like I’m ***** on ex like I’m high on that potent j 拼命地说唱，像中了音乐的毒 so I had to comeback and write for the world and rep my **** 所以我不得不回来，写自己的歌，唱给全世界听 the only MC’s I see recently consist of Kendrick, 在我的心中，近年来真正的说唱歌手只有Kendrick、 Joey, Cole, Earl and the rest are OG’s Joey,、Cole,、Earl，剩下的还有OG们， and this comin’ from your boy that made all the mainstream bull **** from 2017 而我也在过去的一年丧失了自我 and I ain’t afraid to admit the **** I did for money 我不怕承认我写这些歌是为了钱 cause my ma told me you give an inch to receive a feet 因为妈妈告诉我，有失才有得 but when there’s no way to breathe in the space between 但当我已退无可退，无法呼吸 I choose hip hop over superficiality 我会选择抛弃肤浅，重回说唱 never cheat but been cheated on 我从不骗人，却曾被人欺骗 too nice, naw, just naive but let bygones be bygones 是我太善良吗？不，只是我太天真 believe in karma, do right and light will come 我相信因果，只要一直做正确的事，光明总有一天会来 sweat, blood and soul spilt never betrays the soul and mind, no need to rush the cause 那些流过的汗水，付出的心血，永远不会背叛我的思想与灵魂，我毋需着急 some around me told me to break free 身边的人劝我不要过于执着 but about a quarter part of me couldn’t picture a picture of me 但有四分之一个我不愿改变 being somebody other than what I molded myself to be 因为这样的我不是我想要的我 but then I flipped the pages of 2017 当我回望2017 and saw no other than a false silhouette of what happened to be me 只看到一个虚伪的身影，而那恰好是我 tho’ I became the most sought out 尽管我成了最受追捧的 producer, song writing kat on the block 制作人、音乐人 I got my eyes set only on the real guys 但我的眼里只有那些真实的人们 who doin’this from the soul 他们用灵魂做着音乐 ones with the passion and the go 他们既有热情又有行动力 who move the pen with the dome 他们握着笔写着自己的旋律 the flow not the dough 忘却了金钱... all I want is to be real 我只想做真实的自己 all I want is people being real 人们以诚相待 all I want is understanding what the truth concedes 才能看清隐藏的真相 there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive 我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言 all I want is to be real 我只想做真实的自己 all I want is people being real 人们以诚相待 all I want is understanding what the truth concedes 才能看清隐藏的真相 there ain’t a lie that can hide if my soul’s alive 我活着的灵魂容不下任何谎言 制作人: Kevin Shin 混音和母带处理：Aepmah