[00:13.631]Watching my back for a shadow each day [00:17.630]Wondering for months why the leaves all turn grey [00:21.038]This is the way that I don't want to be [00:24.351]And you know I'm not happy, you never see [00:27.783]Watching my back for the rain just to fall [00:31.206]And wondering for months why you never call [00:34.678]The winter's so cold when I'm on my own [00:37.966]You taught me to feel and the way that I know [00:41.662]I know everything's only temporary [00:44.973]But it gets hard with the pain that I carry [00:48.622]And it is all the little things [00:51.359]That you do for me that keeps me from going insane [00:55.455]And I don't know the right words I should say [00:58.846]I just hope to live to see another day [01:02.453]And I can't stand these nights without you by my side [01:05.838]I just hope that all of this will turn out fine [01:09.094]Watching my back for a shadow each day [01:12.247]Wondering for months why the leaves all turn grey [01:15.703]This is the way that I don't want to be [01:19.142]And you know I'm not happy, you never see [01:22.589]Watching my back for the rain just to fall [01:25.902]And wondering for months why you never call [01:29.527]The winter's so cold when I'm on my own [01:32.934]You taught me to feel and the way that I know [01:36.615]You've left something behind that I can't find [01:40.638]The silence in the rain that I can't hear [01:43.558]Wake me up, I'm stuck inside this dream [01:49.382]Burning like the sky in july in the fall though [01:52.878]Cut my heart and left me hollow [01:56.205]I know you won't be there in the morning [01:59.654]Life's so empty, without you I'm boring [02:03.022]All the ways you make me feel [02:06.910]But it's not real, no, it's not real [02:10.686]I guess I'm alone forever [02:14.037]I guess I'm alone [02:17.662]Watching my back for a shadow each day [02:21.006]Wondering for months why the leaves all turn grey [02:24.494]This is the way that I don't want to be [02:27.710]And you know I'm not happy, you never see [02:31.157]Watching my back for the rain just to fall [02:34.726]And wondering for months why you never call [02:38.038]The winter's so cold when I'm on my own [02:41.406]You taught me to feel and the way that I know [02:46.374]Countless days of hoping you stay but [02:48.591]Now I know this was all a dream [02:51.765]Too many nights I've spent alone [02:55.134]Wishing just that you would come back home