Too many problems I got no options Another summer Imma fall in the autumn If you're my home Then my heart is like the centerpeice Crawling on my corpse Eating at it like a centepede I wish i got a call back Laying on your porch like a doormat Dormant i'm inside it's storming Thin walls you hear my recordings Wrong place wrong time I got the wrong mind I'm in too deep I gotta rewind I'm chasing a feeling Neglecting my instinct I know that you think about him when you kiss me Laugh it off She don't f*ck with me unless i tap it raw Baby that's my job I break that jaw Insurance got it covered Got a really good idea Keep it hidden from your mother I just ran out I need more now Screaming at it like he boutta tear the door down Ay There's parts of my head i won't explore now And i think of you And i'm just looking at the floor now Mistrusting Lift me when i fall then drop me If you want it to stop then stop me I promise you girl that monsters not me Its so much different when you look On the outside All good on the outside But look on the inside Nothing makes sense Find me catching a high Somewhere in my head Yeah were all just tryna get by Work until im dead At night i swear i see faces on the edge of my bed I tried my best still it just turned out less Smoke up un my breath help lift up all of my stress Baby trust me when you left You don't know what that meant You don't know what that meant Trust me Its just too damn hard to love me Noone to count on its just me Move on start a new Sounds lovely Too good to be true It must be I burned All your accessories My head Still has all the memories I tried All types of therapy Still i can't Can't find a better me Trust me Its just too damn hard to love me Noone to count on its just me Move on start a new Sounds lovely Too good to be true It must be I burned All your accessories My head Still has all the memories I tried All types of therapy Still i can't Can't find a better me