[00:00.000] 作词 : Meek Mill/Les Holroyd/Donald Cannon/Rance Dopson [00:00.093] 作曲 : Donald Cannon/Les Holroyd/Meek Mill/Rance Dopson [00:00.186] 制作人 : Don Cannon [00:00.279] 共同制作人 : Rance Dopson [00:00.372] 音频工程师 : James "Jayme Be" Belt/William "Bilz" Dougan [00:00.465] 混音师 : Gimel "Young Guru" Keaton [00:00.558] 管风琴 : Quintin Gulledge/Rance Dopson [00:00.651] 吉他 : Chris Payton [00:00.744] 录音工程师 : Anthony Cruz/Dylan Del Olmo [00:00.837] 母带工程师 : Colin Leonard [00:00.930] 人声 : Meek Mill [00:01.30]Used to be a dreamer [00:05.92]Dreamin' of a fire [00:09.45]Uh, my mama used to pray that she'd see me in Yale [00:13.27]It's ****** up she gotta see me in jail [00:15.29]On the visit with Lil Papi, [00:16.64]It hurt even though I seemed to be well [00:18.38]They got a smoker with a key to my cell, damn [00:21.05]And even worst, my judge black don't wanna see me do well [00:23.72]It's either that or black people for sale [00:25.90]Gave me two to four years like, [00:27.36]"**** your life, meet me in hell" [00:29.19]And let it burn like Lucifer, you look even stupider [00:32.22]Tryna impress them people in power when power abusin' us [00:34.86]For 44 dollars a hour, you coward they using ya [00:37.56]Is it self-hate that made you send me upstate? [00:39.72]This where the so-called "real ******" [00:41.08]Sweeping up for cupcakes [00:42.31]And that's your phone time, [00:43.54]If you ain't got no money, you ain't online [00:45.30]Hey call your son, call your daughter [00:47.03]Just to wish them more prime [00:48.15]Oh God, don't let them streets get a hold of 'em [00:50.50]Your daughter ******' now, it's gon be a cold summer [00:53.23]Your son trapping now [00:54.59]And your homie giving nose to him [00:56.01]And if he **** that paper up, [00:57.49]He puttin' holes through him [00:58.83]And you just wanna make it home, [01:00.03]So you can show it to him [01:01.48]And them people ain't finna give no parole to ya [01:04.07]They want blood, [01:04.81]We all hangin' with a noose on our neck [01:07.00]Marcelli mom just died, he wanna use my collect [01:09.51]And he won't make it to the wake [01:10.88]Unless he give 'em a check [01:12.27]We still ****** though, what you expect? [01:14.35]I just won [01:15.62]I was on the corner with the reefa [01:18.37]And they got us warring for our freedom [01:21.22]See my brother blood on the pavement [01:23.82]How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil? [01:26.33]Uhh, trauma [01:28.99]When them drugs got a hold of your mama [01:31.61]And the judge got a hold on your father [01:34.43]Go to school, bullet holes in the locker [01:37.00]Ain't no PTSDs, them drugs keep it at ease [01:39.37]They shot that boy 20 times [01:40.67]When they could've told him just freeze [01:42.01]Could've put him in a cop car, [01:43.15]But they let him just bleed [01:44.75]The ambulance, they coming baby, just breathe [01:46.93]That's what the old lady said when she screamed [01:50.06]This nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the 13th [01:52.76]And in the 13th amendment, it don't say that we kings [01:55.49]They say that we legally slaves if we go to the bing [01:58.21]They told Kaep' stand up if you wanna play for a team [02:00.88]And all his teammates ain't saying a thing (Stay woke) [02:03.63]If you don't stand for nothing, [02:05.11]You gon' fall for something [02:06.46]And in the 60's, if you kneeled, [02:07.78]You'd prolly be killed [02:09.03]But they don't kill you now, [02:10.15]They just take you out of your deal [02:11.63]Kill your account, look where money get spilled [02:13.75]Check it, and they don't kill you now, [02:15.57]They just take you out of your deal [02:17.10]Kill your account, look where money get spilled [02:19.10]I just won [02:20.48]I was on the corner with the reefa [02:23.13]And they got us warring for our freedom [02:25.89]See my brother blood on the pavement [02:28.43]How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil? [02:30.87]Uhh, trauma [02:33.70]When them drugs got a hold of your mama [02:36.45]And the judge got a hold on your father [02:39.28]Go to school, bullet holes in the locker [02:41.57]How many times you send me to jail [02:42.87]To know that I won't fail [02:44.04]Invisible shackles on the king, 'cause s**t, I'm on bail [02:46.77]I went from selling out arenas, now s**t, I'm on sale [02:49.43]Them cold nights starting to feel like hell, uhh [02:52.05]Watching a black woman take my freedom [02:54.95]Almost made me hate my people [02:56.73]When they label you felon, [02:58.34]It's like they telling you they not equal [03:00.32]11 years going to court knowing [03:01.70]They might keep you or drive you crazy [03:03.87]23 hours in a cell, somebody save me [03:06.73]I'm on a jail card, trying to explain it to my baby [03:09.58]I gotta do the calendar twice, and that's a maybe [03:12.21]Trauma [03:13.37]I just won [03:14.43]I was on the corner with the reefa [03:17.08]And they got us warring for our freedom [03:19.95]See my brother blood on the pavement [03:22.49]How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil? [03:25.06]Uhh, trauma [03:27.75]When them drugs got a hold of your mama [03:30.54]And the judge got a hold on your father [03:33.27]Go to school, bullet holes in the locker [03:35.85]Uhh, trauma