[00:37.38]Yeah
[00:38.48]No matter what plane I'm inside of and what ocean I'm on top of
[00:42.86]Distance from everything is still the problem
[00:45.48]Everyone I need is down thousands of feet
[00:48.12]And everyone who's with me now, I pay 'em to be
[00:51.33]I'm in Germany with merch money in my lap
[00:54.48]But all I think about is my mom is home with a bad back
[00:57.37]And every Monday she's hunched over, draggin' out the trash
[01:00.41]That should be me
[01:01.28]But she won't say it 'cause she don't want to distract
[01:03.64]I don't even talk to dad, I think that whole thing is ruined
[01:06.64]He don't reach out 'cause he just feels like he's intruding
[01:09.75]But I don't reach out
[01:10.83]'Cause every time we catch up it's so obvious
[01:13.64]These are things we shouldn't just be catching up about, like
[01:16.35]What country you in? What house you been staying in?
[01:19.54]What's your manager's name again? How much you payin' him?
[01:22.78]I don't blame him though, I don't keep him up to speed
[01:25.52]If I'm not a bad son, I'm probably somewhere in between
[01:28.62]Now when I get recognized in public, they say I'm standoffish
[01:31.36]Really I'm just awkward when I'm talking
[01:33.99]When you see how shy I am, you probably think that I ain't poppin'
[01:36.86]So when you call my name, don't call it again if I ain't respondin'
[01:40.05]But my producer hang with artists who are way bigger than me
[01:43.72]And they get recognized every time in the street
[01:46.26]So when I'm with my producer out to eat
[01:48.16]I pray a fan approaches so I can make him say
[01:50.71]"True, he's doing his thing too"
[01:52.56]****** I ain't famous, guess I'm somewhere in between
[01:55.28]If I was famous,
[01:56.04]I wouldn't have to promote my song on this livestream
[01:58.22]'Cause my manager told me to, he said my plays aren't the best
[02:01.21]So I fake a smile to hundreds of fans like
[02:03.70]"It's my fastest growing yet! Look I'm happy, don't forget!"
[02:06.40]Mom's back is broke again
[02:07.92]Still tryna get me off pills that control the stress
[02:10.28]How I'm supposed to tell my older sister that I'm still depressed?
[02:13.33]With merch money in my lap,
[02:14.67]But she ain't made a ******g dollar yet
[02:16.80]Today I read a comment telling me that I'm a gimmick
[02:19.73]With controversial storylines to get attention
[02:22.75]A few fans came to my defense like "We were boys"
[02:25.50]I wanted to tell those fans that maybe he has a point
[02:28.68]I wrote a song about a kid who got bullied,
[02:30.82]It's called "Exception"
[02:31.84]And the part I didn't mention, was Andy was a real person
[02:36.62]And someone I befriended
[02:37.92]Then I left him for another group of friends who used to torment him
[02:41.21]I made money of off "Exception" and off of Andy
[02:44.02]In interviews they treated me like a hero
[02:47.00]I wrote a song about how ******ed up social media was
[02:50.00]And started dating a chick
[02:51.06]Who wanted me to post her to get her followers up
[02:53.28]So no matter how many ******' comments that I read
[02:56.05]Tellin' me how much that I've helped them to grow
[02:57.82]And follow their dreams
[02:59.13]I'ma still feel like a coward, the hero just ain't me
[03:02.04]But to make them feel better,
[03:03.08]Just tell them I'm somewhere in between
[03:05.20]Between somewhere
[03:18.46]Yeah, ayy
[03:31.43]Success is coming in heavy, I think I'm changing already
[03:34.45]My life is intimidating so friends just want to impress me
[03:37.65]Some wear Supreme to impress, some bring a gun to impress me
[03:40.77]But none of that does impress me
[03:42.34]Whether if it's love or envy
[03:43.89]Mark was tryin' to get me with Em,
[03:45.71]I told him I wasn't ready
[03:46.94]Maybe that was a mistake
[03:48.08]Maybe I would've blown up already
[03:50.13]Wonder if Interscope was mad
[03:51.77]That I didn't pick up when they called again
[03:53.89]Subliminal disses from legends are still compliments
[03:56.93]Tour money had me talkin' ******
[04:00.05]'Til I spend sixty thousand on clothes and went broke
[04:02.77]Manager screamed at me, watch your tone
[04:05.08]See, when couple thousand in the crowd tell me yes
[04:07.83]It's hard to tell me no
[04:09.29]I'm still in Germany with merch money in my lap, ******
[04:12.32]I'm countin' it even if I already double checked
[04:14.99]There's no better feeling than holding your parents rent
[04:18.01]I know I could still fail, but they only see success
[04:21.17]And I'm somewhere in between it
[04:24.19]This plane is too high, you can't reach it
[04:27.16]No service, no service, no service, I got no plan
[04:30.44]Ain't nobody knockin' on my door except the post man