[00:37.32]Uh  Feeling like I been crucified
[00:41.25]Haven't been the same since my daughter died
[00:44.31]Paranormal flourished than my state of mind
[00:46.93]Kinda hard for me to orchestrate a f**king rhyme
[00:50.85]Last night I took some pain killers
[00:53.16]And I became friends with a death dealer
[00:56.40]Couple minutes later I was stupid numb
[00:58.22]Slowly blinking  thinking where I got this pistol from
[01:03.08]Damn I was f**ked up
[01:05.20]Still wonder why my daddy had abandoned us
[01:08.40]Lost my dog when he decided to put them hammers up
[01:11.71]Left the dope game so crackers couldn't jam him up
[01:15.41]Heatin' pain off in my cold heart
[01:17.79]These niggas playing foul like a false start
[01:20.78]How my youngest pull your card like it's Hallmark
[01:24.15]Choppa stop a nigga like a cross guard
[01:44.68]Oh Lord I'm a mad man
[01:48.18]Screaming starvation to the motherland
[01:52.30]Never money over brothers man
[01:55.74]I don't think they understand
[01:58.50]Hear the pain that I'm so poor
[02:01.30]It's like the lions when the pack roar
[02:04.36]Come meet the last of a dying breed
[02:07.07]Guaranteed that this some shit you've never seen
[02:10.82]Black man  no college degree
[02:12.57]Still a made a way for my mama to eat
[02:16.37]Million dollars made and I did it in peace
[02:19.12]But still I am a flirt to the f**king police
[02:23.11]I forever be a field nigga
[02:25.01]As long God with me  I'm a deal with em
[02:29.00]Paranoid only Lord knows
[02:31.15]Thinking I'm seeing people and the phantom ghosts