[ti:Sorry To Myself] [ar:Alanis Morissette] [al:Feast On Scraps CD1] [offset:0] [00:09.23]For hearing all my doubts so selectively [00:13.96] [00:14.83]For continuing my numbing relentlessly [00:19.70] [00:20.38]For helping you and myself not even considering [00:24.51] [00:25.58]For beating myself up and over functioning [00:30.13] [00:31.32]To whom do I owe the biggest apology [00:36.18] [00:42.72]No one’s been crueler than I've been to me [00:47.74] [00:54.03]For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable [00:58.43] [00:59.30]For myself love being so embarrassingly conditional [01:03.68] [01:04.61]For denying myself to somehow make us compatible [01:09.16] [01:10.29]For trying to fit a rectangle into a hall [01:14.55] [01:16.23]To whom do I owe the biggest apology [01:21.55] [01:27.31]No one’s been crueler than I've been to me [01:31.82] [01:37.57]I'm sorry to myself [01:40.75] [01:42.81]My apologies begin here before everybody else [01:48.30] [01:48.99]I'm sorry to myself [01:52.30] [01:54.23]For treating me worse than I would anybody else [01:59.47] [02:00.72]For blaming myself for your unhappiness [02:04.65] [02:05.96]And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was [02:10.72] [02:11.85]Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready [02:16.46] [02:17.26]And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be [02:22.00] [02:23.01]To whom do I owe the first apology [02:28.58] [02:34.21]No one’s been crueler than I've been to me [02:39.20] [02:44.14]And I’m sorry to myself [02:48.07] [02:49.58]My apologies begin here before everybody else [02:55.64]I’m sorry to myself [02:58.76] [03:01.08]For treating me worse than I would anybody else [03:06.41] [03:07.53]Well I wonder which crime is the biggest [03:10.71] [03:12.29]Forgetting you or forgetting myself [03:15.91] [03:17.91]Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter [03:21.49] [03:23.17]I would've naturally loved the former [03:26.92] [03:30.86]For ignoring you my highest voices [03:34.91] [03:35.66]For smiling when my strife was all too obvious [03:40.40] [03:40.97]For being so disassociated from my body [03:45.70] [03:46.52]And not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing [03:51.12] [03:52.05]To whom do I owe the biggest apology [03:57.55] [04:03.66]No one’s been crueler than I've been to me [04:08.59] [04:13.65]And I’m sorry to myself [04:17.26] [04:19.01]My apologies begin here before everybody else [04:24.81]I’m sorry to myself [04:28.00] [04:30.49]For treating me worse than I would anybody else [04:36.04]I’m sorry to myself [04:39.48] [04:41.29]My apologies begin here before everybody else [04:47.16]I’m sorry to myself [04:50.40] [04:52.83]For treating me worse than I would anybody else