[00:12.31]Dear matthew, I like you a lot [00:16.56] [00:22.49]I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now [00:28.99] [00:29.68]And I respect that [00:32.68] [00:33.68]I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future [00:37.80]And you want to come visit me in california [00:41.43] [00:43.12]I would be open to spending time with you [00:46.49]And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song [00:50.56] [00:55.24]Dear jonathan, I liked you too much [00:58.87] [01:05.68]I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me [01:09.69] [01:11.13]And think solely about themselves [01:15.70]And you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time [01:20.25] [01:20.99]I used to say the more tragic the better [01:25.99] [01:26.56]The truth is, whenever I think of the early 90s [01:30.24]Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday [01:36.94] [01:38.18]Dear terrance, I love you muchly [01:45.00] [01:48.19]Youve been nothing but open hearted [01:50.62]And emotionally available and supportive [01:52.99] [01:53.68]And nurturing, and consummately there for me [01:58.69]I kept drawing you in and pushing you away [02:02.67]I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch [02:06.73]And cry in front of you for the first time [02:09.36]You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself [02:13.29] [02:15.36]What was wrong with me [02:17.67] [02:22.30]Dear marcus, you rocked my world [02:26.36] [02:31.23]You had a charismatic way about you with the woman [02:35.48] [02:36.74]And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality [02:41.36]And you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own a** [02:46.17] [02:47.73]But I could never really feel relaxed [02:49.86]And looked out for around you, though [02:53.11]And that stopped us from going any further than we did [02:56.42] [02:58.11]And its kinda too bad [03:00.29]Because we couldve had much more fun [03:03.94] [03:04.94]Dear lou, we learned so much [03:09.68] [03:15.18]I realize we won't be able to talk for some time [03:18.75] [03:20.43]And I understand that as I do you [03:24.50] [03:25.19]The long distance thing was the hardest [03:28.00]And we did as well as we could [03:30.31] [03:30.88]We were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives [03:34.63] [03:36.00]I will always have your back and be curious about you [03:41.06] [03:41.75]About your career [03:44.56]Your whereabouts