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[00:17.77][00:06.89]If you could go back, what would you change
[00:20.13][00:09.38]What would you do again ever would remain the same
[00:23.26][00:12.19]What would you give, and what would you keep
[00:25.73][00:14.63]What would you take, and what would you leave
[00:29.67]I see an old lady holding the door
[00:31.94]As I tumble out my wheel chair and roll to the floor
[00:34.46]First thing in the morning in the grocery store
[00:37.34]Not sure if this alcoholics body can hold me no more
[00:40.20]I hustled up enough change for the whiskey in my hand
[00:42.79]Tried to tell all the people but they didn't understand
[00:45.53]Too many years spent sleeping in the gutters
[00:47.90]On my hands and on my knees, eating from the rubbish
[00:51.11]Roam the streets with very little keeping me sane
[00:53.49]Too many twisted visions left engraved deep in my brain
[00:56.40]Nightmares are right there and I don't think good thoughts
[00:59.51]Happy memories became haze and days when I could walk
[01:02.15]Make me hate those that have a life and could stand
[01:04.68]Do you people know what I sacrificed for this land?
[01:07.48]My aching heart can't feel the bladed glass in my feet
[01:10.14]Don't take a glance cause I'm just a face you pass in the street
[01:23.96][01:13.10]If you could go back, what would you change
[01:26.39][01:15.26]What would you do again ever would remain the same
[01:29.43][01:18.19]What would you give, and what would you keep
[01:32.00][01:20.75]What would you take, and what would you leave
[01:35.63]Evicted from my home couldn't scrape up the right rent
[01:38.09]No heat in there all I had was the lights left
[01:41.26]Spent months eating sleeping shitting in my mess
[01:43.82]Thinking back to when my wife left, I was quite stressed
[01:46.68]Guess all my addictions had got the best of me
[01:49.35]Sometimes I wish to change my fate or was it destiny
[01:52.02]Look up to the sky on rough nights wondering why
[01:54.64]I saw our baby girl pass in front of my eyes
[01:57.59]Before it the thought of it tortured me
[02:00.42]Only lived six days was born with deformities
[02:03.19]Still the birth really filled me with joy
[02:05.41]Even though I kinda hoped it would still be a boy
[02:08.13]I was dealing with demons I carried with me daily
[02:10.95]Wanted to carry on my name when I had the little baby
[02:13.66]Thinking in deep ways til my soul is torn
[02:16.32]Of the bitter sweet day I came home from war
[02:29.84][02:19.07]If you could go back, what would you change
[02:32.46][02:21.35]What would you do again ever would remain the same
[02:35.28][02:24.29]What would you give, and what would you keep
[02:37.95][02:26.92]What would you take, and what would you leave
[02:41.47]I roll out the hospital on honorable discharge
[02:44.01]I looked down saw my body with horrible big scars
[02:46.83]Brave face but it was bad at night I would break down
[02:49.54]I woke up and I was paralyzed from the waist down
[02:52.28]Was in a coma for a few weeks before I closed my eyes
[02:55.55]I was just another soldier with two feet
[02:57.92]On all type of drugs that set me higher
[03:00.40]Shot by my comrade official name friendly fire
[03:02.81]Everyone was screaming but I only heard her
[03:05.49]And everyone was crying but I only heard her
[03:08.57]As I looked down to what I had done
[03:10.89]I had a split second to contemplate what I had become
[03:14.01]Like it or not trained to kill like it was a job
[03:16.91]Wild or not she was just a child with a rock
[03:19.73]Threat in my eye and the power in my left hand
[03:22.54]I swear my finger slipped and then the trigger went bang...