[ti:Love Detective] [ar:Arab Strap] [al:The Red Thread] [00:16.14]We slept in this morning and she had to get ready in a hurry [00:19.27] [00:20.27]No time for her usual attention to detail [00:22.18] [00:23.54]And she ran out the door [00:24.97]Slamming it behind her [00:25.73] [00:26.26]Leaving her keys swinging and janglin [00:27.76] [00:31.49]Stayed in bed until I heard the downstairs door shut [00:34.94]Then peeked through the blinds and as soon as she was out of sight [00:39.40]I went for the keys she never tried to make a secret of the box or the [00:45.35]It was locked or even where she kept it [00:48.12] [00:49.84]But as I said at the time [00:51.22] [00:51.94]If youve nothing to hide why hide it [00:54.87] [00:59.53]Its one of those wee red cashbox things [01:01.51] [01:03.10]And she keeps it in a drawer by the bed [01:05.23]Under some pictures and books [01:06.15] [01:08.15]Every key she has is on the same keyring [01:09.96] [01:11.20]It took me a while to find the right o [01:13.17] [01:16.27]Dont know I suppose Ive had my doubts for a while [01:19.02]Theres been hushed phone-calls virtually every night [01:21.33] [01:22.12]Her friends stop talking when I come in the room [01:24.67]And they look at each other [01:26.01] [01:26.87]And I Know its just a feeling anyway [01:29.22] [01:34.25]I eventually found the right key and it fitted perfectly in [01:40.11] [01:40.86]I put the box on top of the bed and opened it up [01:44.41] [01:58.89]There were these pictures of friends [02:00.22] [02:00.90]And exs letters postcards doodles nothing bad [02:07.31] [02:11.46]And then I found some sort of sex diary [02:14.02] [02:16.93]And I went to the latest entry [02:21.00]It explicity detailed a recent a [02:22.63]Ure up the park with a boy she said she had forgotten about [02:27.24] [02:37.02]And it got worse as it went on [02:38.88] [02:40.28]The dates never made sense [02:41.57] [02:43.28]There were people I had never even heard of [02:45.35] [02:47.31]Eventually I had to stop reading it [02:49.33]Because I started to feel sick [02:50.85] [02:52.88]So I put everything but the way I found it [02:54.95] [02:56.87]Shut the drawer and phoned you [02:59.97] [03:05.34]See I dont know what to do [03:06.67] [03:08.06]I keep having fantasies about leaving [03:09.86] [03:11.43]Her dictaphone under the pillow [03:12.91] [03:14.90]Or following her when she goes to work [03:17.04] [03:18.49]I've been lying about where Im going [03:19.76] [03:20.63]Just in case I can bump into her