[ti:Jordan]
[ar:Athletics]
[al:]
[00:29.73]Living like animals with no real shame.
[00:33.31]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create.
[00:36.90]My body speaks to me and I understand.
[00:40.33]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."
[00:43.96]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake,
[00:47.40]or spending money to cover up a mistake.
[00:50.98]Like running fast but always taking long breaks.
[00:54.56]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake.
[00:58.03]I want to see the best version of me.
[01:11.92]The me that I know is not my friend at all.
[01:55.20]A man can trust himself to spend his life away.
[01:58.53]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face.
[02:02.16]A drink can trust a man to have another sip.
[02:05.80]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips.
[02:09.28]Like reading half and never open it again.
[02:12.76]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been.
[02:16.40]How I feel about the way God taunts.
[02:19.73]The same is the way I give my body what it wants.
[02:23.36]I want to see the way I want to see.
[02:37.20]I'm all alone.
[02:44.21]I'm not my friend at all.
[03:20.25]I'm dead to me.
[03:27.07]I'm just a body.
[03:33.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?