[00:00.96]Artist：atmosphere
[00:01.65]Songs Title：caved in
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[00:25.04]The door opened
[00:25.67]in walked my brother terrified
[00:27.42]teary eyed I'm wide open
[00:28.79]only to hear our father died
[00:30.30]It's not true I'm hopin'
[00:31.73]I need some air, I'm chokin'
[00:33.13]Get me off this ride. Where's life goin'?
[00:34.81]Feelin' I'm lost, I'm frozen.
[00:36.62]Suspended in mid-traumatized state
[00:37.56]Why I'm chosen for this fate
[00:40.06]I don't know
[00:40.99]Head shakes back and forth
[00:42.56]emotion oh insociable not speakin
[00:44.06]remain in silence 'cause I'm weak
[00:45.56]and deep inside I'm freakin'
[00:46.63]Want my father back I need him.
[00:48.50]Why's god cheatin'
[00:49.31]takin' half the two that gave me life
[00:51.56]My mind replays the thought
[00:52.68]now no longer can I sleep at night
[00:54.81]not feelin' right
[00:55.62]insecure
[00:55.81]now what's my future lookin' like
[00:57.49]aint' delt with death before
[00:59.06]age eleven and can't take no more
[01:01.06]My hands on the floor
[01:02.18]'cause my stomach's feelin' sick
[01:03.31]and I was mad at the lord
[01:04.81]because he took him all to quick
[01:06.13]that day
[01:06.44]on his way to pick me up
[01:08.43]he never made it
[01:09.18]blamed it all on myself
[01:10.50]and I dwelled in self-hatred
[01:12.19]On a path called destruct
[01:13.94]many thought I wouldn't make it
[01:15.19]I hated the way I feel
[01:16.43]but I just can't seem to shake it
[01:17.99]somebody take it away
[01:19.25]this mad situation
[01:21.13]my world is breakin'
[01:22.57]and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
[01:24.25]I tried to take it all in
[01:25.57]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[01:26.88]accepting you were gone
[01:28.75]but understood
[01:30.00]I tried to take it all in
[01:31.69]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[01:33.13]accepting you were gone
[01:34.88]but understood
[01:36.07]hey Dad I miss you
[01:37.50]for everyday gone
[01:38.69]and for the rest of my life
[01:40.06]tried to remain strong
[01:40.81]until we reunite
[01:41.62]live on your memory
[01:43.31]from the seeds
[01:44.44]you planted gently
[01:45.38]thanks for bein' there for me
[01:46.94]and all the time you spent with me
[01:48.44]love sent for me
[01:49.38]if I could only have that day back
[01:51.38]to sit down and rap
[01:52.31]shoot the breeze and have a chat
[01:54.19]but the fact still remains still later
[01:55.69]on the day I have to meet our maker
[01:58.25]I write my feelings on the paper
[01:59.75]for now
[02:00.25]along the golf course where you once played I see you
[02:03.06]as I drive by I feel you
[02:04.69]like your presence is there
[02:06.12]I stop and I stare
[02:07.18]I see the pictures of days we shared
[02:08.94]well aware that you cared
[02:10.32]making sure I was prepared for life
[02:11.81]the hardships, the struggles,
[02:14.01]the garbage, and the troubles that come with it
[02:16.06]always kept my head with it
[02:17.51]I gripped it
[02:18.63]close to my heart
[02:19.44]everything you tought me
[02:20.63]my dad, my hero
[02:21.50]you had my love for all eternity
[02:24.12]I tried to take it all in
[02:25.69]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[02:27.00]accepting you were gone
[02:28.81]but understood
[02:29.63]I tried to take it all in
[02:31.19]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[02:33.56]accepting you were gone
[02:34.82]but understood
[02:35.94]I tried to take it all in
[02:37.44]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[02:39.31]accepting you were gone
[02:40.69]but understood
[02:41.75]I tried to take it all in
[02:43.44]after it all settled I couldn't begin
[02:45.38]accepting you were gone
[02:46.87]but understood