[ti:the last to say] [ar:atmosphere] [00:12.24]As far back as he cares to remember, [00:13.92]he used to see his old man lose the temper [00:17.87]And Mama's pretty face would catch it all. [00:19.70]On a regular basis the nest would fall [00:23.97]But he was always safe from dads rage [00:25.65]cause mama sacrifice in his place. [00:28.75]Two dozen years of the blood sweet and tears. [00:31.39]Avoid the mirror,losin'her hair from the fear. [00:35.20]She never left him,stayed inside. [00:36.57]He beat her ass up until the day that he died. [00:39.82]In fact the biggest beating was the day that he died. [00:42.66]Cause now it's too late for her to make a new life. [00:45.71]She gets to mourn for the touch of a punch. [00:49.22]Won't ever admit that she ain't clutching at much. [00:52.06]Some day she'll die and still wont be done. [00:54.19]The anger lives on through their son. [00:58.04]Cause he saw,he caught it all, [01:00.83]a childhood of watchin'ma and pa get raw. [01:02.76]It's too bad for him;Naw'that's half the truth. [01:05.80]Cause you back with him now and he's smackin'you. [01:08.75]What happened to you?You don't have a clue. [01:12.15]Did your mamma use to suffer accidents too? [01:14.07]I never knew that you would stand for abuse. [01:17.27]I guess I just assumed you'd pack up and move. [01:21.33]Think about when you left him last time, [01:23.97]said out loud you'd never forgive his past crime. [01:26.31]Sunglasses so dark,scarf around the neck to cover the choke marks. [01:31.65]And since you got it just a fire returnin'. [01:35.31]You convinced yourself that he's just a hurt person. [01:37.64]You wanna blame that cross he bares, [01:40.34]but his pop's not there when he tosses you down stairs. [02:06.98]Let me be the last to say,please don't stay. [02:15.51]Let me be the last to say,you won't be okay. [02:27.12]Please put your shoes on and step into that warm leather. [02:32.39]Go get yourself a more better forever. [02:34.98]Gotta put it down,you gotta leave it, [02:38.53]and don't ever come back again;You gotta mean it. [02:41.12]Just tear it all apart and build new, [02:44.22]cause'if you don't kill him he's gonna kill you. [02:47.16]You can't hold hands when they make fists, [02:49.92]and I ain't the first to say this but, [02:53.52]Let me be the last to say,please don't stay. [03:05.02]Let me be the last to say,you won't be okay. [03:39.55]Let me be the last to say,please don't stay.