[00:00.00] [00:21.10]And I felt myself going [00:24.53]I was in a great deal of pain [00:27.74]It was a very frightening experience [00:31.07]I began to slip [00:33.31]I just started to feel myself going [00:36.73]And I remember trying to hold on [00:41.03]I'll be ok, I'll be ok [00:42.96]And it got to a point where I just couldn't [00:46.82]And everything began to just become [00:50.77] very quiet and I [00:53.93] can remember with [00:57.20] every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say [01:00.23] goodbye to my wife [01:02.14]It was important to me [01:05.03] and I did, I remember just [01:06.74] turning my head and looking at her and saying: [01:10.14]"I'm gonna die, goodbye joan" [01:14.47]And I did [01:16.95]It was then that I experienced [01:22.11] experienced what we call a near death experience [01:26.14]For me, it was nothing near about it, it was there [01:30.67]It was a total immersion in [01:35.46] light, brightness, warmth, peace, security [01:42.55]I did not have an out-of-body-experience [01:46.00]I did not see my body or any one about me [01:50.04]I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light [01:55.24]It's difficult to describe [01:57.08] as a matter of fact is impossible to describe [02:00.69] verbally it cannot be expressed [02:03.06]It's something which becomes you and you become it [02:10.10]I could say that I was peace, I was love [02:15.74]I was the brightness, it was part of me [02:19.91] [02:23.05]Goodbye my friend [02:41.73]Life will never end [02:59.65]And I feel like you [03:17.84]And I breath on truth [03:36.51]Love is the life breath of all I see [03:54.85]Love is true life inside of me [04:12.82]And I know you somehow [04:31.08] as I hold you in my heart [04:41.87](Senses following me) [04:44.72]In my heart [04:46.28](Senses following me) [04:49.57]There's a fire in the sky [04:58.60] and I know it's you [05:00.17](Senses following me) [05:07.58]There's a light, it's all around [05:16.80] and I know it's you [05:18.60](Senses following me) [05:21.60]I know it's you [05:23.04](Senses following me) [05:26.30]And I dream like you [05:36.76](Senses following me) [05:44.28] 'cause I breath on truth [05:55.27](Senses following me) [06:02.80]For I was always there [06:22.07]I will always be there [06:34.10] [06:40.00]It's just so beautiful [06:43.23] it was eternity [06:45.59]It's like I was always there [06:49.11] and I will always be there [06:51.24] that my existence on earth was very brief [06:54.64] instant... [06:55.65] [07:04.43]I could say that I was peace, I was love [07:10.53]I was the brightness, it was part of me [07:14.71]