And I felt myself going I was in a great deal of pain It was a very frightening experience I began to slip I just started to feel myself going And I remember trying to hold on I'll be ok, I'll be ok And it got to a point where I just couldn't And everything began to just become very quiet and I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife It was important to me and I did, I remember just turning my head and looking at her and saying: "I'm gonna die, goodbye joan" And I did It was then that I experienced experienced what we call a near death experience For me, it was nothing near about it, it was there It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security I did not have an out-of-body-experience I did not see my body or any one about me I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light It's difficult to describe as a matter of fact is impossible to describe verbally it cannot be expressed It's something which becomes you and you become it I could say that I was peace, I was love I was the brightness, it was part of me Goodbye my friend Life will never end And I feel like you And I breath on truth Love is the life breath of all I see Love is true life inside of me And I know you somehow as I hold you in my heart (Senses following me) In my heart (Senses following me) There's a fire in the sky and I know it's you (Senses following me) There's a light, it's all around and I know it's you (Senses following me) I know it's you (Senses following me) And I dream like you (Senses following me) 'cause I breath on truth (Senses following me) For I was always there I will always be there It's just so beautiful it was eternity It's like I was always there and I will always be there that my existence on earth was very brief instant... I could say that I was peace, I was love I was the brightness, it was part of me