This Condition - She Loves Me

I've been digging around,
Trying to figure her out,
Trying to find what her heart wants.
Leave me buried in sand
With a shovel in hand
If I can't make it out
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With stories that we can't let go (stories that we can't let go)
And there's so, so much to be left behind
Yeah, we have questions, answers I don't know.
I may never know what's real and what's pretend.
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And I'm crazy, but I love her the same
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I'd be living a lie
If I said that my whole life was my innovation
Many pieces of me are just the product of you
And everyone I see
Just making up what we don't know (we don't know)
And there's oh so much to be left behind
But I keep hanging on, won't let it go.
I can't even tell beginnings from their ends.
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Build me up to watch me fall
Knock me down and make me crawl
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I'm a fake, I'm a liar
She loves me (she's outta her head)
She loves me (ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo)
All the drama, the noise
Whatever fills up the void,
It's all, 'she said, he said.'