Disconnected
Sleeping awake and awake when Im sleeping
Ive gotta try kinda first when drenched
All sunny days all I can see is the shadow
and Im not above being under
And Im at the brink though I know that Im empty
and I always hide when its my turn to see
my only believe is not to have faith in believing
before I begin Im over
Broken off again
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
and if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Now the pain again I always let try forward
like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Quietly loud while Im noisily silent
Then I come back down
keep holding my breath when Im trying to breath
They don't pay back and

then I realize
swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
its just what it's just what might have been.
Some day I just keep pretending
I only win when Im losing
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
Broken off again
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
and I can't keep something that I never had
Now the pain again I always let try forward
Am I a shadow on your wall
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
I just wanna live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Am I a sacrate that you came
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Despite you know you say dont give a damn
Some day I just keep pretending
I cant comprehend what I understand
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
Disconnected
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had
Now the pain again I always let try forward
That I never had
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
and I can't keep something that I never had
Now the pain again I always let try forward
You don't see me
you don't feel me like I feel you
cuz all I know Im Disconnected