She couldn't stand me anymore So she just took the kids and went You see, I've got a drinkin' problem All the money that we had I spentNow I must die by my own hand' Cause I'm not man enough to live alone She's better off without me And I'm better off dead now that she's gone She gave the most, took the least And she even had the priest come to our home And I cried and prayed and promised GodThat I'd leave the stuff alone Now I must die by my own hand' Cause I'm not man enough to live alone She's better off without me And I'm better off dead now that she's gone She used to call her friend and cry Then the man cut off the telephone She'd sit and cry while I went out And pawned the things we owned Now I must die by my own hand' Cause I'm not man enough to live alone She's better off without me And I'm better off dead