[00:03.74]《smoke&mirrors》 [00:07.03]by linjintao [00:09.74](To Apple ,Happy birthday to you [00:12.14]You are a beautiful girl) [00:13.98] [00:16.06]If I showed my hand shaking like a leaf, [00:18.85]you might not understand, but I bet you'd believe [00:22.41]this bat is inside, crawling around [00:26.24]the cobwebs in my mind that I try to drown out. [00:32.18] [00:37.11]You said I look like a ghost, man I almost was. [00:41.18]You said I need to let go, quit chasing that buzz, [00:44.99]that picture in time, frozen like ice [00:48.94]that girls keep repeating, beating me down to size. [00:55.30] [01:00.33]Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark. [01:06.88]I didn't get what I want, I got what I need. [01:11.21]Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees. [01:15.26]Is this where I end, or is this where we begin? [01:20.75] [01:23.41](I'm here waiting for you) [01:25.00] [01:26.74]The night is my friend, I blend in with the best: [01:29.78]The vampires, the crooks, the felons and the rest. [01:33.69]Now we can pretend that we really care less, [01:37.47]and act like we love what we really detest. [01:42.29] [01:48.96]Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark. [01:55.23]I didn't get what I want, I got what I need. [01:59.76]Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees. [02:04.03]Is this where I end, or is this where we begin? [02:10.25] [02:11.20]Make this go away, I'm begging please- [02:15.08]there's little life left here for me to bleed. [02:18.48]Is this where I end, or is this where we begin? [02:23.46] [02:31.07](Happy birthday to you) [02:31.55] [02:36.76]I'm looking up but I'm feeling down, [02:40.33]since I'm cutting these corners, was cutting me down to size. [02:45.90] [02:51.33]Am I losing control or losing my mind? [02:55.42]I know for a fact I'm losing my last place to hide. [03:02.17] [03:06.77]Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark. [03:13.07]I didn't get what I want, I got what I need. [03:17.33]Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees. [03:21.41]Is this where I end, or is this where we begin? [03:26.31] [03:28.66]My pulse is racing, I can't catch my breath. [03:32.09]This near-life experience scared me to death. [03:35.91]Is this where I end, or is this where we begin? [03:41.01] [03:45.67]Or is this where we begin? [03:52.76]End