When I pretend
everything is what I want it be
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend
I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second
just cause I know I can but
I can't pretend
this is they way it will stay I'm just
（Trying to defend the truth）
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm
（lying my way from）
You
（Nah no turning back now）
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
（Nah no turning back now）
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
（No turning back now）
And anywhere on my own cause I can't see
（Nah no turning back now）
The very worst part of you
IS ME
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I
（Trying to defend the truth ）
yo the more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm
（Lying my way from）
You
（Nah no turning back now）
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
（Nah no turning back now）
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
（No turning back now）
And anywhere on my own cause I can't see
（Nah no turning back now）
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
IS ME
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought what I said
would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought what I said
would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought what I said
would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought what I said
would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
You
（Nah no turning back now）
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
（Nah no turning back now）
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
（No turning back now）
And anywhere on my own cause I can't see
（Nah no turning back now）
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
IS ME