[00:00.000] 作词 : 肥猴GJony [00:01.000] 作曲 : 肥猴GJony [00:23.197]I don’t wanna see more devil. [00:26.204]Life not only be in the shadow. [00:31.197]Not not try to handle or control your life be in battle. [00:40.948]Life was a party, time was for money. [00:43.142]我有个朋友叫做阿呆, [00:44.394]他从小呆头呆脑, [00:46.648]大人都说他注定不会发财, [00:49.144]阿呆却总是被别人夸可爱, [00:50.409]有人对他使坏, [00:51.399]他也很释怀 [00:53.392]阿呆为人很淳朴, [00:54.648]喜欢逗着别人笑, [00:56.151]可是最怕有人哭, [00:57.145]也怕别人闹 [00:59.154]阿呆也是个爱哭鬼 [01:00.650]但是从没想过害过谁 [01:03.146]为了谁,出过头再把黑锅背 [01:06.652]阿呆父母说这个孩子太傻没有任何心眼 [01:10.400]其实阿呆也是想要辩解又怕争吵所以作罢 [01:12.897]阿呆最爱躲在房间画画, [01:14.894]看着天空无尽的幻想 [01:17.648]有一天变成神笔马良, [01:20.898]给所有人画下一个大宝藏, [01:23.151]一个大的宝藏 [01:26.145]I don’t wanna see more devil. [01:28.896]Life not only be in the shadow. [01:33.900]Not not try to handle or control your life be in battle. [01:36.652]Life was a party, time was for money. [01:44.153]有一天阿呆发现皮肤慢慢变硬了 父母都说他得了一场可怕怪病了 [01:49.399]他再也不信这没有天理的命了 [01:54.648]为什么突然身边变得如此安静了 [01:57.399]看到父亲坐在厨房看书看了整夜 [01:59.898]母亲坐在床头知道哭声渐渐哽咽 [02:05.084]阿呆也想给予他们安慰 把问题说出变得干脆 [02:07.082]阿呆说也就这样算了 [02:10.336]大不了就是一死 治疗还有什么意思 [02:15.592]苟延残喘躺在病床像是小娘子 还不如找个墙一头撞死 [02:17.589]父母说他强词夺理 [02:20.843]甚至提出去国外治病从而更改国籍 [02:23.092]阿呆笑了看着头顶的五星红旗 [02:25.834]他选择高空坠落双眼一闭 [02:28.342]但是阿呆现在有些害怕了 [02:30.597]只好默默回到房间思考着 [02:36.343]他想要逃避了 不想去面对只躲掉才是最好的选择 [02:41.340]别人走说他这样不好 阿呆不想徒增烦恼 [02:46.591]他对自己说没什么大不了,明天起床世界会更好 [02:49.587]I don’t wanna see more devil. [02:52.340]Life not only be in the shadow. [02:57.332]Not not try to handle or control your life be in battle. [02:59.842]Life was a party, time was for money. [03:10.091]阿呆默默看着镜子里的陌生人 [03:13.098]他是谁 他是我 还是你 还是他她它 [03:16.338]他今夜不想回家 他也不想讲话 [03:18.041]阿呆以为自己还没长大 [03:20.555]酒醉在街头 独自走在街上 [03:23.296]没有什么自由 没有什么办法 [03:25.301]他想起最爱的丁香花 [03:28.545]阿呆还记得给你个约定没有回答