[ti:0] [ar:0] [al:0] [offset:0] [00:00.00] [00:08.00]Hate Me [00:18.50]Foiled [00:28.60]Blue October [00:48.00]I have to block out thoughts of you so i dont lose my head. [00:54.00]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed. [00:59.00]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i'm alone, [01:04.00]playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home. [01:08.00]Theres a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain, [01:13.00]an ounce of peace is all i want from you, will you never call again? [01:19.00]And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face? [01:24.00]And will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space.. [01:29.00]Hate me today [01:34.00]Hate me tomorrow [01:39.00]Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you [01:49.00]Hate me in ways [01:54.00]Yeah ways hard to swallow [01:59.00]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [02:11.00]I'm sober now for 3 whole months, thats one accomplishment that you helped me with. [02:16.00]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again. [02:21.00]In a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night, [02:26.00]while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight. [02:31.00]You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate. [02:36.00]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take. [02:41.00]So i'll drive so f*cking far away that i'll never cross your mind, [02:47.00]and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind. [02:51.00]Hate me today, [02:56.00]hate me tomorrow. [03:01.00]Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you. [03:12.00]Hate me in ways, [03:17.00]yeah ways hard to swallow. [03:22.00]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you. [03:33.00]And with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave. [03:38.60]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i have made. [03:43.60]And like a baby boy, i never was a man, [03:48.80]'til i saw your blue eyes cry, and i held your face in my hand. [03:54.00]And then i fell down yelling make it go away, [03:58.90]and make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be. [04:04.00]And then she whispered, "How could you do this to me?" [04:11.00]Hate me today, [04:16.00]hate me tomorrow. [04:22.00]Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you. [04:31.00]Hate me in ways, [04:37.00]yeah ways hard to swallow. [04:42.80]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you... [04:53.00]for you... [04:58.80]for you... [05:03.60]for you... [05:09.00]...