[00:00.00] 作曲 : Furstenfeld [00:49.22]I have to block out thoughts of you [00:51.35]So I don't lose my head [00:53.72]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:58.79]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [01:04.33]Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [01:09.33]There's a burning in my pride [01:11.81]A nervous bleeding in my brain [01:14.43]An ounce of peace is all I want for you [01:17.26]Will you never call again? [01:19.60]And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face [01:24.62]And will you never try to reach me [01:27.30]It is I that wanted space [01:29.67]Hate me today [01:34.14]Hate me tomorrow [01:39.61]hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [01:49.57]Hate me in ways [01:54.54]Yeah ways hard to swallow [02:00.48]Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you [02:11.78]I'm sober now for 3 whole months [02:14.22]It's one accomplishment that you helped me with [02:16.53]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again. [02:21.42]In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [02:26.27]While I was busy waging wars on myself [02:29.59]You were trying to stop the fight [02:31.97]You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate [02:37.34]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [02:41.85]So I'll drive so ****ing far away that I'll never cross your mind [02:47.09]And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [02:52.08]Hate me today [02:56.41]Hate me tomorrow [03:01.90]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [03:12.14]Hate me in ways [03:17.13]Yeah ways hard to swallow [03:22.50]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [03:32.90]And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [03:39.17]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made [03:44.34]And like a baby boy I was never a lad [03:47.43]Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand [03:54.55]And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!" [03:59.56]Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be [04:04.79]And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" [04:12.05]Hate me today [04:16.67]Hate me tomorrow [04:22.15]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [04:32.50]Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow [04:42.66]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [05:08.76]