woke up with fingers crossed in a boy's bed with your pants off after polite declines of coffee & toast walked home itching in last night's clothes past the Phone Booth & the Beauty Bar the broken windows of your neighbors' cars through the backdoor to a message from Sis asking who was your New Year's kiss took the afternoon to piece it all plus a half a dozen phone calls crashed a party with Larissa & Chris in pursuit of a New Year's kiss not the way that you'd imagined it on a balcony with champagne lips but in a pantry against the pancake mix you had your New Year's kiss