[00:00.000] 作词 : Cameron Philip [00:01.000] 作曲 : Cameron Philip [00:17.22]Can't sleep, feel like everybody hate me. [00:19.30]And I really wouldn't blame them. [00:20.84]I should feel amazing. [00:22.02]But I've never been amazing [00:23.59]ever since all of the changes. [00:25.05]Life about the painful, pain filled moments in the rain but [00:27.70]it's been difficult to stay tough. [00:29.36]Know I didn't say enough, and know you couldn't wait up. [00:31.77]Fell behind and I gave up. [00:33.59]But there's one thing that I want you to know. [00:35.29]I just wanna say my s**t and then I promise I'll go. [00:37.39]I've been tryna find the words that'll finally show. [00:39.47]I'm a little bit more than a boy with no hope. [00:41.70]I'm a little bit s**t when it comes to love, [00:43.77]not the feeling but the everything else involved. [00:45.96]I've been feeling like an enemy, that's my fault. [00:48.13]And nobody is a friend to me, they fell off. [00:50.20]Don't give a ****. [00:51.13]Let me talk about you and I. [00:52.76]Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. [00:54.84]Let me talk about back when we used to try. [00:57.04]Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. [00:59.13]But you say you're fine, well that's alright. [01:01.17]Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. [01:03.32]Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. [01:05.40]Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... [01:07.91]Different now. [01:09.42]Everybody moved on except for me. [01:11.30]But everything different now. [01:13.54]And I know that you gone while I still bleed. [01:15.56]So it's all different now. [01:17.66]And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, [01:19.68]and it's so different now. [01:22.02]It's so so different now. [01:24.75](different now) [01:28.14](everything different now) [01:32.58](so so different now) [01:37.24](different) [01:41.81]Tonight well I wrote you an essay for real. [01:44.30]I asked you if all of this s**t was for real. [01:46.48]Like how do you feel, like isn't it weird. [01:48.38]To look at my life without a stupid mirror. [01:50.47]Well isn't it clear, yea didn't you hear [01:52.58]that I'm going crazy I lay in my tears. [01:54.64]I'm living in fear, I'm thinking it's near. [01:56.97]That one ******* day you will never be here. [01:58.96]And one ******* day then I'll have had enough. [02:01.18]Yea all of the fighting and all of the stuff [02:03.20]that you and I went through and acted all tough. [02:05.35]That s**t will be gone I'll no longer be cuffed. [02:07.50]But I will be free, and I will become. [02:09.51]A shadow of the boy that you really loved. [02:11.79]But how did the darkness come out of the sun? [02:13.61]And how is it hardest when you've got the gun. [02:15.92]Let me talk about you and I. [02:17.96]Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. [02:20.19]Let me talk about back when we used to try. [02:22.03]Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. [02:24.15]But you say you're fine, well that's alright. [02:26.34]Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. [02:28.37]Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. [02:30.67]Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... [02:33.21]Different now. [02:34.76]Everybody moved on except for me. [02:36.60]But everything different now. [02:38.74]And I know that you gone while I still bleed. [02:40.88]So it's all different now. [02:43.08]And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, [02:45.01]and it's so different now. [02:47.25]It's so so different now. [02:49.78](different now) [02:53.55](everything different now) [02:57.73](so so different now) [03:02.24](different) [03:06.80]Looking back yea you and I were best friends. [03:09.01]And I know that I never held my end... up. [03:11.62]What I'd do for one chance... but [03:13.82]You gave me millions didn't you, right? [03:15.92]Acted like I was killing you didn't you, right? [03:17.50]Said I love you in your notebook, didn't you write? [03:19.58]Said I love you gave me hope but, didn't we fight? [03:21.65]Now I hang around while you're busy living your life. [03:23.78]Yea you're living your life. Tell me isn't it nice? [03:25.88]No more up worrying about all of my lies. [03:28.32]Yea all of my lies, yea no more goodbyes. [03:30.28]Yea this is the price, yea isn't it nice? [03:32.35]Yea isn't it nice that you better than me. [03:34.52]Life great while I'm sweating in a hundred degrees. [03:36.45]My fate begging heaven while I'm on to my knees. [03:38.79]Heart locked while I'm living and you're holding the keys. [03:40.78]Let me talk about you and I. [03:42.35]Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. [03:44.86]Let me talk about back when we used to try. [03:47.09]Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. [03:49.24]But you say you're fine, well that's alright. [03:51.26]Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. [03:53.38]Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. [03:55.51]Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... [03:58.05]Different now. [03:59.53]Everybody moved on except for me. [04:01.37]But everything different now. [04:03.63]And I know that you gone while I still bleed. [04:05.59]So it's all different now. [04:07.90]And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, [04:09.82]and it's so different now. [04:12.11]It's so so different now. [04:14.80](different now) [04:18.86](everything different now) [04:22.72](so so different now) [04:27.42](different)