what more do you want from me? some sort of apology? well i promise that forgiveness is the most you'll get. and what i demand of you is to put up or shut up. so make your decision, but remember-you can't kill us all. i know you don't know what you say but i don't feel any safer from you. hate is too easy and we'll both find a way to be right. no matter how far a stretch. and even now i've all but forgotten what we're fighting for. to end something or to begin it? i don't even know why i care to continue. old habits die hard i guess. but we don't. and the threats are still made. i'll kill you. even though turning away seems safer. i want to be in the middle. i want to go for the jugular. but i don't remember why. was it to start something or to end it? i know why i continue. i do it all for them. for her i can be an influence and for them a backbone. to end the old and begin a new age of compromise and clear thinking.