[00:00.000] 作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover
[00:05.650]La la la la la
[00:08.217]La la la la la
[00:10.905]La la
[00:15.482]La la la la la (that little GREY Area)
[00:17.870]La la la la la
[00:20.663]La la
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[00:21.827]Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don’t believe in
[00:24.991]L.o.v.e  can you tell me whats the meaning I’ve been dreaming
[00:28.033]How the **** was you that deceitful I didn’t see it
[00:30.379]Hard for me to paint the picture you’ll just have to meet him
[00:32.869]Gave my all to you
[00:33.875]Wanted to give more to you
[00:35.058]Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you
[00:37.658]I ain’t even mad at you Chuck I’m just mad at me
[00:40.106]Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy
[00:42.490]Still it burns
[00:43.223]Guess it s a blessing and a curse
[00:45.033]Life goes on its another lesson learned
[00:47.118]Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right
[00:49.805]But you will never know how much it really hurts
[00:52.012]Image it so vivid so clear
[00:54.000]Oh my dear
[00:55.022]You have no idea who I know here
[00:56.820]Think fast be on your A game
[00:58.640]Silly for me to think we was on the same page
[01:01.262]You really don’t know anybody these days
[01:03.588]She stays for he’s sake a sweet phase
[01:05.778]Mind spinning
[01:06.802]The clock ticking
[01:07.567]My soul missing
[01:08.597]Did well to convince me that you’re so different
[01:10.944]Give someone an inch and they will take a mile
[01:13.263]It might take a while
[01:14.543]Now I see you’ve approached this in the fakest style
[01:16.957]This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending
[01:19.471]Who am I I’m a mess more sinning more spending
[01:21.987]More down days tryna make it through the seventh
[01:24.561]Can’t believe I almost got rid of my independence
[01:26.794]Type of ****** will have you look at yourself and start second guessing
[01:29.676]Now I’m on crud like **** will get messy if you ever get to testing
[01:33.493]But really I’m a sensitive soul and I’ll stress it
[01:35.920]What happens when someone takes advantage of that?
[01:38.000]Lost part of myself and I can’t get em back
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[01:40.669]Oh my love
[01:42.337]Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
[01:49.896]Oh my love
[01:52.054]Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
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[01:59.654]How the **** you get twanged Simz you’re smarter than that
[02:02.052]But you don’t see it when you’re in it thats the hardest of facts
[02:04.384]I can’t relax my heart racing
[02:06.382]Member when I heard the news I just couldn’t face it
[02:08.503]If we ever talk again its on a last name basis
[02:11.104]I know where to place you
[02:12.733]Im just tryna understand it I don’t wanna hate you
[02:14.712]Guess you had to do what you had to do
[02:16.437]But just know nobody rates you
[02:18.455]Key word in all of this, is you
[02:20.705]I wonder what I did for me
[02:21.966]I hardly remember me
[02:23.249]What a waste of chemistry
[02:24.467]Energy and empathy
[02:25.751]Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy
[02:28.047]You have no integrity
[02:28.995]Emotion or respect for me
[02:30.355]Clearly wasn’t meant to be
[02:31.655]This was temporary
[02:32.780]This the clearest i’ve seen it was bound to end eventually
[02:35.049]Still it hurt tremendously
[02:36.205]Cant bare the intensity
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[02:38.073]Oh my love
[02:39.911]Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
[02:47.827]Oh my love
[02:49.512]Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
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[02:56.943]I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though
[03:00.556]Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn’t know
[03:02.759]I can’t do relationships for instagram
[03:04.772]Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite
[03:07.141]Lately I’ve been down a lot
[03:08.220]I talk to no one about it
[03:09.352]Can’t eve write about it
[03:10.201]Damn thats writers  block
[03:11.022]Hitting me like never before
[03:12.234]Still I recall
[03:12.942]Billin in raws
[03:13.421]Smoking just to take my mind all off
[03:14.976]Everything that I should’ve been mindful of
[03:16.797]Everything that I’ve endured in life I’m a survivor of
[03:19.124]Making sure to understand the small print for’ I sign it off
[03:21.547]You was meant to be in my grammy speech
[03:23.247]Your entire loss
[03:24.341]I’ll just keep it real
[03:25.198]Truth won’t be concealed
[03:26.002]Please don’t listen to this and ask me if i’m hurting
[03:27.808]Or if I’m ok allow me to be human and be in my feels
[03:31.125]Chill
[03:31.708]Im good I got it
[03:32.549]I never lost it
[03:33.445]Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic
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[03:45.365]Oh my love
[03:47.331]Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
[03:55.029]Oh my love
[03:56.764]Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
[04:04.613]Oh my love
[04:06.337]Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
[04:14.121]Oh my love
[04:15.958]Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
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[04:32.423]Your heart, cries
[04:37.598]At night, alone
[04:42.438]Your heart, cries
[04:46.814]At night, alone