作词 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Wynton Josiah Cover La la la la la La la la la la La la La la la la la (that little GREY Area) La la la la la La la Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don’t believe in L.o.v.e can you tell me whats the meaning I’ve been dreaming How the **** was you that deceitful I didn’t see it Hard for me to paint the picture you’ll just have to meet him Gave my all to you Wanted to give more to you Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you I ain’t even mad at you Chuck I’m just mad at me Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy Still it burns Guess it s a blessing and a curse Life goes on its another lesson learned Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right But you will never know how much it really hurts Image it so vivid so clear Oh my dear You have no idea who I know here Think fast be on your A game Silly for me to think we was on the same page You really don’t know anybody these days She stays for he’s sake a sweet phase Mind spinning The clock ticking My soul missing Did well to convince me that you’re so different Give someone an inch and they will take a mile It might take a while Now I see you’ve approached this in the fakest style This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending Who am I I’m a mess more sinning more spending More down days tryna make it through the seventh Can’t believe I almost got rid of my independence Type of ****** will have you look at yourself and start second guessing Now I’m on crud like **** will get messy if you ever get to testing But really I’m a sensitive soul and I’ll stress it What happens when someone takes advantage of that? Lost part of myself and I can’t get em back Oh my love Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh Oh my love Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh How the **** you get twanged Simz you’re smarter than that But you don’t see it when you’re in it thats the hardest of facts I can’t relax my heart racing Member when I heard the news I just couldn’t face it If we ever talk again its on a last name basis I know where to place you Im just tryna understand it I don’t wanna hate you Guess you had to do what you had to do But just know nobody rates you Key word in all of this, is you I wonder what I did for me I hardly remember me What a waste of chemistry Energy and empathy Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy You have no integrity Emotion or respect for me Clearly wasn’t meant to be This was temporary This the clearest i’ve seen it was bound to end eventually Still it hurt tremendously Cant bare the intensity Oh my love Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh Oh my love Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn’t know I can’t do relationships for instagram Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite Lately I’ve been down a lot I talk to no one about it Can’t eve write about it Damn thats writers block Hitting me like never before Still I recall Billin in raws Smoking just to take my mind all off Everything that I should’ve been mindful of Everything that I’ve endured in life I’m a survivor of Making sure to understand the small print for’ I sign it off You was meant to be in my grammy speech Your entire loss I’ll just keep it real Truth won’t be concealed Please don’t listen to this and ask me if i’m hurting Or if I’m ok allow me to be human and be in my feels Chill Im good I got it I never lost it Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic Oh my love Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh Oh my love Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh Oh my love Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh Oh my love Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh Your heart, cries At night, alone Your heart, cries At night, alone