[00:44.440]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead
[00:48.050]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead
[00:51.840]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die
[00:55.290]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why
[00:59.420]Same game but I'm gonna reset it
[01:02.330]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it
[01:06.630]So you say I've got a ****ed up aura
[01:09.940]You just remain innocent, I ****ed up for ya
[01:14.040]Forrest Gump, I'm in it for the long run
[01:15.570]Feels like time's suspended while the song runs
[01:17.670]The Earth's freezing, so quiet I can hear a bird sneezing
[01:21.280]But I'm freezing out here, but I'm tryin'a make it a different season out here
[01:23.690]What's your reason out here?
[01:24.890]I wrote a few new campfire chants
[01:26.560]Guaranteed to make a few vampires dance
[01:28.610]Damn right anti-stab
[01:30.320]Meet at the camp side as I burn my advance
[01:32.090]On the curb by the branch till it burns right to ash
[01:33.840]Booked to the future but learned by my past
[01:36.000]Tell the world I am mad and we're not on speaking terms
[01:39.050]Maybe in a week I learn, lately I've been needing a burg
[01:41.530]Going crazy I'mma need some church
[01:58.680]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead
[02:02.120]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead
[02:05.900]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die
[02:09.510]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why
[02:13.440]Same game but I'm gonna reset it
[02:16.610]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it
[02:20.820]So you say I've got a ****ed up aura
[02:24.200]You just remain innocent, I ****ed up for ya
[02:27.490]Now I lay myself down to sleep
[02:28.620]At thirty-thousand feet, the Earth's down beneath
[02:30.610]What I'm looking around to see
[02:31.340]I parachute miles above the clouds
[02:33.050]I'm coming down smarting up before I dumb it down
[02:35.580]Centrum, depends on the ground, how far it gets, how hard I hit
[02:38.380]Tic toc and you don't stop or we can go up at a friend that I quit now won't cop
[02:42.840]Tic tic or you don't quit
[02:44.570]Today I owe my dealer and a friend made a bet with a whole lot
[02:46.540]Quit tryin'a figure out what changes people
[02:48.030]I say famous egos go to nameless zeros
[02:49.830]In a race against time and I don't even know what I'm running for
[02:51.660]I'm just doing it cause I'm ****ing bored
[02:54.180]No reason to lie, give me one of yours
[02:55.600]Try cover up my lies, no cover tour
[02:57.860]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead
[03:01.060]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead
[03:04.830]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die
[03:08.580]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why
[03:12.750]Same game but I'm gonna reset it
[03:15.400]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it
[03:19.830]So you say I've got a ****ed up aura
[03:23.100]You just remain innocent, I ****ed up for ya
[03:27.280]Here's where Copy goes beserk, hold your perks
[03:29.530]Now only being sober works, oh for sure
[03:30.840]Next week you'll be phoning jerks
[03:32.360]Check out what the price goes for perps
[03:33.990]Maybe but uhh, what if I'm wrong, what if you're right
[03:36.280]Pat yourself on the back and get my butt up to fight
[03:37.860]I won't shut up in life I know too well what struggle is like
[03:39.560]Go change you, I got angels
[03:41.740]My dad is a left, my mother's a right
[03:43.300]Dad's left cause he left and my mother was right
[03:45.510]She told me "never quit" you'll discover the light
[03:47.170]Remember the end of the tunnel with the sun in my sight
[03:49.080]I see clearly when I'm deep in thought she hears me
[03:51.400]And she talks back to me, it's no weird theory
[03:53.040]I'm just waiting to meet up with her with no clock
[03:54.770]To the to the tic tic you don't stop
[03:56.780]Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead
[04:00.200]Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead
[04:03.960]Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die
[04:07.360]Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why
[04:12.020]Same game but I'm gonna reset it
[04:14.620]And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it
[04:18.840]So you say I've got a ****ed up aura
[04:22.090]You just remain innocent, I ****ed up for ya
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