I am hatred, seeping blood 
The rain, the flood, the grief 
I am rage, becoming flesh 
A dismal, ravaged life 
This is pain: a wall of tears 
And my tears are my truest friends 
This, my heart: a dying sun 
A flower fading to black 
Oh, God...why have you forsaken me? 
In this darkness called my mind 
The waste you left for me
I'm your shit; your verbal smut 
Your twisted world, recapped 
This is you: your lifeless soul 
Your sick and fucked-up lies 
In my world, your love is death 
Your disease; your skin that burns 
Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...? 
You tied my limbs and buried me alive 
And piled this frozen mud 
You watched me die with lustrous eyes 
As all your words grew stale 
You mocked my care and stained my mind 
You yearned for me to fail
Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...?