[00:31.71]I can't sing that song the same way anymore [00:36.96]Cause I start laughing at the parts where I could only weep before [00:43.83]And it sounds sweeter now because the notes can't ring [00:50.51]until they echo through each wasted year that You restored to me [00:57.70]I've been thinking of how You wept for Lazarus [01:12.96]Tears on Your cheeks, resurrection on Your lips [01:25.83] [01:26.83]Sometimes mercy can feel like abandonment [01:31.76]But You know all about it [01:53.79]I used to this I had to write these songs just so [01:58.35]For heavens sake and for my own I put myself through hell [02:07.47]But I quit striving for perfection surrendered up to it instead [02:14.49]And now the songs keep pouring out and I cannot contain myself [02:21.90]I've been thinking of how You wept for Lazarus. [02:35.15]Tears on Your cheeks, resurrection on Your lips [02:47.74] [02:49.18]Sometimes mercy feels just like abandonment [02:57.75]your rest / Broken [03:02.80]You let my heart die, but left Yours beating in my chest [03:11.12]sing [03:13.87] [03:16.62]At 30,000 feet above, the earth was small enough to think of everyone I love [03:27.29]And then imagine them a thousand mirrors all reflect it back at once [03:35.23]and any light would multiply and then remind me [03:42.21]that Your love is more than the sum