I steal a look between the blinds I unwind she sleeps in comfort in my arms She is plain but she is mine Our child is silent but awake I run my hands through his hair I teach him manners and how to stick up For himself when things get bad I tell him son never through the first punch And If you must fight, make it clean SHIOLA, SH IOLA, will all be forgiven? SHIOLA, SH IOLA, Am I strong enough to start again alone? The taste of home is filling up my mouth Is it wrong to love a family of ghost Her door is open the windows are all up She says "come inside" I live alone more or less I summon, child and happiness Build them up from the dirt and clay I have to believe that all will be forgiven SHIOLA, SH IOLA, will all be forgiven? SHIOLA, SH IOLA, am I strong enough to start again alone? SHIOLA, SH IOLA, my heart is overflowing SHIOLA, SH IOLA, with love and anger coiled into one They take and take But never get their fill I try and try But fail against my will I wait and wait for that hand to sweep me up And take me down that road