[00:10.30]Morning you lay sleeping [00:13.41] [00:16.42]Your small body clinging tightly to mine [00:18.73]With frightening dependency [00:20.38] [00:21.77]Life defining impossible to betray [00:25.08] [00:27.24]And with that [00:28.65] [00:29.50]The mattress rose [00:30.94] [00:31.77]Set adrift on the burgeoning emotional tide [00:34.18] [00:35.62]Colliding with the once stationary objects [00:37.72]Of an uninhabited life [00:39.34] [00:42.26]What had been concealed [00:43.42]Was exhaled from god knows where [00:45.73] [00:47.14]Colour-drained unsalvageable [00:49.27] [00:50.11]Shape shifting [00:51.17] [00:52.15]And with function relinquished [00:54.97]Resigned from service [00:56.54] [01:00.29]Two blue sleeping bags [01:01.89]Nudged against one another [01:03.43] [01:03.98]Bearing the once warm imprint of our bodies [01:06.30] [01:10.54]The sun-baked stone garden [01:12.08]Retracted its promise [01:13.49] [01:14.67]It was cold in that place of perpetual summer [01:17.47] [01:21.93]If you were afraid you didn't show it [01:24.10] [01:24.90]You who were born bearing the face [01:26.86]Of irrepressible grief [01:28.55] [01:32.27]So as not to disappoint you [01:33.93]I lay motionless [01:35.02] [01:36.80]Rapt by the rise and stall of your breathing [01:39.75] [01:41.15]Your fingertips and thighs [01:42.59] [01:43.10]Quietly affirming my place at your side