where am i going what does this mean you're stitching me up then tearing the seams there's more than it seems when it comes to you you're draining my heart 'cos its something to do you said you would change but you stayed the same because i was different now you act so distant now you wouldn't call for me you said its too much you've got no time i guess i wasn't enough (i guess i wasn't enough) so i'm giving it a rest i learned to forget and keep my mind in check all these friends they come and they go and tell you you're the best when you struggle to tell em a thing that's on your chest thats why i always stay indoors so i can lock it out keep your laughs and smiles and pouts as i hold onto my self doubts (as i hold onto my self doubts) you said you would change but you stayed the same because i was different now you act so distant now you wouldn't call for me you said its too much you've got no time i guess i wasn't enough don't believe a word i say i only have my self to blame