My mind has a conscious in black Feeling overwhelmed is a feeling I lack Staring out at night to a blacken sky Every little thing is in my eye You can look but you will not find me All my ends I've left out behind me I breathe nothing but black smoke Your attempts to find me is a ****ing joke I was trapped like a renegade then I found a saw blade My escape has been made my sanity beginning to fade When I live my life by one blade I've joined the criminal mind You all should have seen the signs This is my blood thirsty curse My condition just keeps getting worse God can you help us? Oh my god God can you help us! ? This is everything I never wanted to be This is everything looks like it's just you and me In a strange way I feel so ****ing free In a strange way I feel so ****ing free I feel so ****ing free