Sometimes I get a strange feeling Like nothing I know matters to me A terrible truth somebody's concealing Unveils its cloak of mystery Like in a fairytale I was walking a fantasy land Say what you want to me, I know you will not understand 'Cause I remember a day Remember a tear I can't the words to say What I have done to be cast here I must have done something forbidden In this paradise of silence and will I tried to reveal that which is hidden In the depths of my soul and make it real I remember a day that makes me hate this life I remember a day that makes me want to die