[00:16.35]These thoughts, these thoughts [00:18.05]Never getting out of my head [00:21.36](oh oh they never did, oh oh they never did) [00:24.00]I'm alone a lot [00:26.11]Rather be in my bed [00:28.55](A a alone, a a lone) [00:31.38]But I'd be damned if I never chased you from the start [00:35.34]And I'd be damned if I didn't wanna follow heart [00:38.94]And I'd be damned if I thought leaving my home was smart [00:43.12]And I'd be damned if I, i, aaah [00:48.03]All this destinesia's got me wildin' out, wildin' out [00:51.77]Oh what is my cause I hope I'm finding out, finding out [00:55.78]I've been on this journey for awhile now [00:59.75]All this destinesia's got me wildin' out [01:03.61]And I be screaming (aaaah) [01:11.18]And I be screaming (aaaah) [01:20.32]Beat up, bashed down [01:22.27]Bodies freakin' on the floor [01:24.64](oh, I can't feel no more) [01:26.42](oh, I can't feel no more) [01:28.24]Please dad, please dad [01:30.14]Don't open my freakin' door [01:32.65](oh, oh, oh, not my door) [01:34.34](oh, oh, oh, not my door) [01:36.06]All these thoughts controlling me [01:38.04]They holding me out [01:39.94]But somewhere deep inside of me [01:42.01]I'm wondering how [01:44.02]I try to speak to God but he ain't finding me now [01:47.66]I thought he had an eye on me, they lied to me [01:51.30]But I'd be damned if I never chased you from the start [01:55.06]And I'd be damned if I didn't wanna follow heart [01:58.87]And I'd be damned if I thought leaving my home was smart [02:02.77]And I'd be damned if I, i, aaah [02:08.03]All this destinesia's got me wildin' out, wildin' out [02:11.66]Oh what is my cause I hope I'm finding out, finding out [02:15.81]I've been on this journey for awhile now [02:19.82]All this destinesia's got me wildin' out [02:23.55]And I be screaming (aaaah) [02:31.33]And I be screaming (aaaah) [02:42.48]