[00:02.10]Yesterday when we were getting high
[00:05.85]You were invited, you woulda liked it
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[00:10.65]uh Uh nah, I know you all too well
[00:14.01]We said that we can kiss the past goodbye
[00:17.50]But your weren't excited
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[00:20.50]There's no way to fight it
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[00:22.49]You can stay shawty but here I go
[00:24.99]Should I spend the weekend in Vegas
[00:26.99]I'm living inside the moment not taking pictures to save it
[00:29.86]I mean how could I forget
[00:31.42]My memories never faded I can't relate to these haters
[00:34.21]My enemies never made it
[00:35.83]I am' still here with who I started with
[00:39.40]The game needed life, I put my heart in it
[00:42.59]I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr shit
[00:45.46]Carried the weight for my city like a cargo ship
[00:48.39]Yeah, I'm 23 with a money tree
[00:51.34]Growing more too, I just planted 100 seeds
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[00:54.35]It's ironic cause my mother was a florist and thats how she met my pops
[00:57.83]And now my garden is enormous
[00:59.76]Its happening Penny Lane
[01:01.20]Just like you said I avoided the Coke game and went with Sprite instead
[01:05.50]Uh ahh, thats word to the millions that they putting up
[01:09.12]I'm trying to do better than good enough!
[01:11.24]What am I afraid of
[01:13.25]This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
[01:16.37]The people I don't have time to hang with
[01:19.19]Always look at me and say the same shit
[01:22.20]You promised me you would never change
[01:24.57]Oh, huh huh
[01:25.71]Oh, huh huh
[01:28.14]You promised me you would never change
[01:30.45]Oh, huh huh
[01:31.63]Oh, huh huh
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[01:35.00]Am I wrong for making light of my situation
[01:37.74]Clap on when 40 got something for me to snap on
[01:40.63]Now that I'm on I dont want to worry about getting back on
[01:44.20]I'm just trying to stay on
[01:45.70]Get my fucking buffett on
[01:46.88]I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home
[01:50.44]And I'll be acting like I don't know how to work a phone
[01:53.87]But hit redial you'll see that I just called some chick I met at the mall
[01:57.49]That I barely know at all and
[01:59.43]Plus this women that I mess with unprotected
[02:01.94]Text her saying she wish she woulda kept it
[02:04.37]The one that I'm laying next to just looked over and read it
[02:07.45]Man I couldn't tell you where the fuck my head is
[02:09.34]I'm holding on by a thread its like I'm high right now
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[02:12.39]The guy right now and you can tell by looking at my eyes right now
[02:16.78]That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
[02:19.65]Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
[02:22.47]What am I afraid of
[02:24.35]This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
[02:27.28]The people I don't have time to hang with
[02:30.09]Always look at me and say the same shit
[02:33.03]You promised me you would never change
[02:35.59]Oh, huh huh
[02:36.42]Oh, huh huh
[02:38.74]You promised me you would never change
[02:41.43]Oh, huh huh
[02:42.43]Oh, huh huh
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[02:47.24]I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me
[02:49.93]The other day Lissa told me she missed the old me
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[02:53.60]Which made me question when I went missing
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[02:56.47]And when I start treating my friends different
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[02:58.98]Maybe it was the fast pace switch up or the 2 guns in my face during the stick up
[03:04.00]Maybe cause the girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole shit up
[03:07.28]But a fact I haven't seen 'em since they locked big Rich up
[03:09.62]I know, the same time, I'm quick to forget
[03:13.32]Bout to roll me a blunt with my list of regrets
[03:16.62]Burn it al burn it all, I'm starting it fresh
[03:19.49]Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
[03:22.61]Did I just trade free time for camera time
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[03:25.44]Will I blow all of this money baby, hammertime
[03:28.34]Yeah, I just need some closure, aint no back turning for me
[03:32.30]I'm in it till it's over