[01:23.77]falling through pages of martens on angels [01:28.51]feeling my heart pull west [01:33.56]i saw the future dressed as a stranger [01:37.87]love in a space-dye vest [01:40.70] [01:42.71]love is an act of blood and i'm bleeding [01:47.35]a pool in the shape of a heart [01:52.08]beauty projection in the reflection [01:56.72]always the worst way to start [01:59.39] [02:04.60] [02:04.89]"but he's the sort who can't know [02:06.42]anyone intimately, least of all a woman. [02:09.59]he doesn't know what a woman is. [02:13.06]he wants you for a possession, [02:14.66]something to look at like a painting or an ivory box. [02:18.95]something to own and to display. he doesn't want you to be real, [02:23.55]or to think or to live. he doesn't love you, but i love you. [02:27.84]i want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and [02:32.09]feelings, even when [02:33.25]i hold you in my arms. it's our last chance... it's our last chance..." [02:38.15] [02:39.24]now that you're gone i'm trying to take it [02:43.80]learning to swallow the rage [02:48.53]found a new girl i think we can make it [02:53.25]as long as she stays on the page [02:56.37] [02:59.64]this is not how i want it to end [03:09.03]and i'll never be open again [03:13.57] [03:18.38] [03:19.86]"...i was gonna move out...ummm...get, [03:22.05]get a job, get my own place, ummm, [03:25.98]but... i go into the mall where i [03:28.45]want to work and they tell me, i'm, [03:31.16]i was too young..." [03:31.92] [03:32.14] [03:32.45]"some people, gave advice before, [03:33.51]about facing the facts, about [03:34.82]facing reality. and this is, this [03:36.39]without a doubt, is his biggest [03:38.01]challenge ever. he's going to have to face it. [03:41.38]you're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and, [03:43.79]uh, and, and, and get some help here. i mean no one can [03:47.14]say they know how he feels." [03:47.88] [03:48.24] [03:48.45]"that, so they say that, in ya know [03:49.74]like, houston or something, you'd [03:51.38]say it's a hundred and eighty degrees, [03:52.11]but it's a dry heat. [03:52.77]in houston they say that? [03:54.12]oh, maybe not. i'm all mixed up. [03:56.27]dry until they hit the swimming pool." [03:57.90] [03:59.21] [04:04.85]"...i get up with the sun... listen. [04:07.66]you have your own room to sleep in, [04:10.50]i don't care what you do. i don't [04:11.08]care when. that door gets locked, [04:14.18]that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock. [04:20.50]if you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd [04:23.99]better find some [04:24.99]place to sleep. because you're not going to be a bum in [04:28.05]this house. [04:29.50]supper is ready..." [04:30.89] [04:32.24]there's no one to take my blame [04:36.25]if they wanted to [04:41.29]there's nothing to keep me sane [04:45.54]and it's all the same to you [04:50.74]there's nowhere to set my aim [04:55.04]so i'm everywhere [05:00.40]never come near me again [05:04.34]do you really think i need you [05:08.22] [05:09.93]i'll never be open again, i could never be open again. [05:18.99]i'll never be open again, i could never be open again. [05:27.11] [05:30.37]and i'll smile and i'll learn to pretend [05:39.55]and i'll never be open again [05:49.05]and i'll have no more dreams to defend [05:58.44]and i'll never be open again [06:02.22] [00:00.05]