I've been sick for days I’ve been sick for weeks I’ve been sick for months But you know me I’m always on the leave Now I’m seeing leaves They falling from the trees Oh, not again I wish I had a friend Wish I had a family Wish I had a mind that didn’t **** up this constantly Take me as I am, leave me when I’m not You apologize even when you’re not wrong I know that u like me too My dreams are real when i see u And i may never feel the same again The angel on my shoulder knows the demons in my head yeah Look up at the moon Write a pretty song I hate you in my dreams I don’t think of you at all And I may never feel the same again Angel on my shoulder Demons in my head yeah