作词 : AYOUNG
 作曲 : AYOUNG
编曲：Born hero
混音：Brokeboy
母带处理：Landr
If I die tonight I don’t know whether I’ll be cremated 如果我在今晚死去，我会被火化吗
Is their anyone will cry in front of my grave 会有人在我的坟墓前痛哭流涕吗
Will anyone listen to my songs all the way 会有人一直听着我的歌吗
Will the sky be sad for me and turn it into gray 天空会因为为我感到难过而变灰吗
If I die tonight I don’t know whether I’ll be cremated 如果我在今晚死去，我会被火化吗
Is their anyone will cry in front of my grave 会有人在我的坟墓前痛哭流涕吗
Will anyone listen to my songs all the way 会有人一直听着我的歌吗
Will the sky be sad for me and turn it into gray 天空会因为为我感到难过而变灰吗
I tried to find some ways that can cure my trouble 我试着去找到能治疗我心病的方法
I wanna tell it to my buddies cuz they’re my hope oh我想把我的病告诉我的兄弟，因为他们是我的精神支柱
So sad. Everyone hides in the shell they like a turtle 很难过，大家都像乌龟一样躲在坚硬的壳里
I don’t wanna ease my pain by drinking water that is purple 我也不想靠药品来缓解我的痛苦
I lose my everything 我一无所有了
In the hell I’m Traveling 在地狱的边缘徘徊
No one will care about me没有人会在乎我
They are busy drinking their tea他们只喜欢看我的笑话
I wanna make new friends but they don f*ck with me 我想要交一些新朋友，但他们根本不在乎我
I treat them, Hang out with them. I span ten million meters 我横跨了太平洋回来为了和他们在一起相处
My songs were played less than ten though I can murder beat 我能驾驭好每一个伴奏，但是没人愿意听我的歌
I ’m a rapper I’m an ant cuz I can’t afford Ads Fee 我是个说唱歌手，我很微不足道，因为我没有钱去推广自己
I wanna find a guy and tell all of my mind to him 我想找一个人去倾诉
But Nobody wants to hear the complaints that come from me但是没人愿意听我的抱怨
I wanna be drunk but unfortunately I’m allergic我想买醉，但我却对酒精过敏
Don”t try to understand me, my life is a tragedy别试着理解我，我的生活就是个悲剧
If I die tonight I don’t know whether I’ll be cremated 如果我在今晚死去，我会被火化吗
Is their anyone will cry in front of my grave 会有人在我的坟墓前痛哭流涕吗
Will anyone listen to my songs all the way 会有人一直听着我的歌吗
Will the sky be sad for me and turn it into gray 天空会因为为我感到难过而变灰吗
If I die tonight I don’t know whether I’ll be cremated 如果我在今晚死去，我会被火化吗
Is their anyone will cry in front of my grave 会有人在我的坟墓前痛哭流涕吗
Will anyone listen to my songs all the way 会有人一直听着我的歌吗
Will the sky be sad for me and turn it into gray 天空会因为为我感到难过而变灰吗
I wanna make new friends but they don f*ck with me 我想要交一些新朋友，但他们根本不在乎我
I treat them, Hang out with them. I span ten million meters 我横跨了太平洋回来为了和他们在一起相处
My songs were played less than ten though I can murder beat 我能驾驭好每一个伴奏，但是没人愿意听我的歌
I ’m a rapper I’m an ant cuz I can’t afford Ads Fee 我是个说唱歌手，我很微不足道，因为我没有钱去推广自己
I wanna find a guy and tell all of my mind to him 我想找一个人去倾诉
But Nobody wants to hear the complaints that come from me但是没人愿意听我的抱怨
I wanna be drunk but unfortunately I’m allergic我想买醉，但我却对酒精过敏
Don”t try to understand me, my life is a tragedy别试着理解我，我的生活就是个悲剧
I wanna love but I even don have an ex girl 我渴望爱情，但是我甚至连前女友都没有
Many girls only love men who can drive skrt 许多拜金的女孩都只喜欢开跑车的男人
They’re sh!t men they always f*ck Ez girl可那些渣男都挺喜欢钓鱼
I could only trap myself in the room and write Emo 我只能把自己关在房间里，写着我的丧歌
I wanna love but I even don have an ex girl 我渴望爱情，但是我甚至连前女友都没有
Many girls only love men who can drive skrt 许多拜金的女孩都只喜欢开跑车的男人
They’re sh!t men they always f*ck Ez girl可那些渣男都挺喜欢钓鱼
I could only trap myself in the room and write Emo 我只能把自己关在房间里，写着我的丧歌
如果今晚 我躺在床上静静的死去
封闭房间里的空气全部都是一片死寂
会有人伤心吗 会有人快乐吗
会有人恨我吗 会有人爱我吗
如果今晚 我躺在床上静静的死去
封闭房间里的空气全部都是一片死寂
会有人伤心吗 会有人快乐吗
会有人恨我吗 会有人爱我吗
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Credit：Annette