[00:00.000] 作词 : James Alexander Kanevsky [00:00.039] 作曲 : James Alexander Kanevsky [00:00.78]And it was for nothing.I made him lesser [00:08.42]I made him like me. [00:15.17]And the bastards killed him anyway [00:21.93]Yuh ooh, yeah yeah, ayy [00:29.19]I'm sorry for the things I did [00:31.19]I didn't wanna do them, lost self control [00:36.18]I'm sorry for the lies and all the things [00:39.04]I do not think you will ever know [00:43.91]I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross' [00:47.71]And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself [00:54.39]Because that is the debt I owe [00:58.50]I'm the best I know and I'm the worst you met [01:00.64]If you not a fan, you ain't heard me yet [01:02.39]Sick of being broke, sick of being stressed [01:04.19]Sick of all my lies, living in my head [01:06.07]My own worst enemy, I'm gonna be the death of me [01:09.78]I'm gonna be the end of me, when I die take you to hell with me [01:13.52]I know I'm next why you telling me? [01:15.37]Dark matter, dark energy [01:17.14]**** a smile that I fake, Soul that you take [01:19.61]Why you tryna mess with me [01:21.10]They wrote me off as the next X [01:22.75]Or the next West, or the next Peep [01:24.51]**** that, I'm Convolk, I ain't next best, I'm the best me [01:28.24]Don't need a label to blow up, said **** a mil you can't get me [01:31.93]You chose me, you blessed me, I ain't next up, I'm the next me [01:35.60]Now I'm on the road, winters always cold [01:39.36]Frozen like my soul, that's just how I roll [01:43.02]I do this for the kid at school [01:45.04]Who gets treated bad because that was me [01:46.74]I do this for the ones that feel left out of their own families [01:50.47]Albatross, but I'm chained up in the sentencing when I fly free [01:54.15]Paradox, like the hate I lost [01:56.18]When the love I found couldn't find me [01:57.91]Fat jew with dumb face tats [01:59.64]I could make this, I could make that [02:01.40]I'mma make it so when I die, there will be a holiday [02:04.31]With my name attached, stay arrogant, stay humble too [02:06.96]I don't like life but I tumble through [02:08.76]Old heads said mumble rap, I'm Convolk, who the **** are you? [02:12.69]I'm sorry for the things I did [02:14.43]I didn't wanna do them, lost self control [02:19.53]I'm sorry for the lies and all the things [02:22.31]I do not think you will ever know [02:27.05]I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross' [02:31.10]And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself [02:37.53]Because that is the debt I owe [02:42.84]