作词 : James Alexander Kanevsky 作曲 : James Alexander Kanevsky And it was for nothing.I made him lesser I made him like me. And the bastards killed him anyway Yuh ooh, yeah yeah, ayy I'm sorry for the things I did I didn't wanna do them, lost self control I'm sorry for the lies and all the things I do not think you will ever know I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross' And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself Because that is the debt I owe I'm the best I know and I'm the worst you met If you not a fan, you ain't heard me yet Sick of being broke, sick of being stressed Sick of all my lies, living in my head My own worst enemy, I'm gonna be the death of me I'm gonna be the end of me, when I die take you to hell with me I know I'm next why you telling me? Dark matter, dark energy **** a smile that I fake, Soul that you take Why you tryna mess with me They wrote me off as the next X Or the next West, or the next Peep **** that, I'm Convolk, I ain't next best, I'm the best me Don't need a label to blow up, said **** a mil you can't get me You chose me, you blessed me, I ain't next up, I'm the next me Now I'm on the road, winters always cold Frozen like my soul, that's just how I roll I do this for the kid at school Who gets treated bad because that was me I do this for the ones that feel left out of their own families Albatross, but I'm chained up in the sentencing when I fly free Paradox, like the hate I lost When the love I found couldn't find me Fat jew with dumb face tats I could make this, I could make that I'mma make it so when I die, there will be a holiday With my name attached, stay arrogant, stay humble too I don't like life but I tumble through Old heads said mumble rap, I'm Convolk, who the **** are you? I'm sorry for the things I did I didn't wanna do them, lost self control I'm sorry for the lies and all the things I do not think you will ever know I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross' And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself Because that is the debt I owe